Heart dont' change my mind... Sad, and true....

Heart don't change my mind 

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The light of Michael's Whole life:  

The Ever- beautiful Diana Ross ...

 

Diana and Michael together, His face shining with LOVE. as always.  He said she was his WORLD and his SOULMATE, and indeed, she was....

This Newspaper titled:  The Secret Love of Michael Jackson, is PROOF, the media KNEW about who Michael REALLY loved and wanted, yet they often pretended they had NO idea!

Heart don't change my mind

The reason I wanted to highlight this video, is because it really showed How Diana actually felt about MJ...

As you watch the video, you will see Diana emulate MJ's dress, hair, glasses etc. She is low key letting us KNOW she is talking about Him. At points, she looks like she's about to cry because she did NOT want to let him go. She loved him! I wish people had just left them ALONE. They loved each other SOOOOOO much, but the constant bullying she received was too much for Diana, and she didn't feel safe bringing their love out in the open... Sadly when Diana broke Michael's heart, and left him, she broke her OWN as well...

In the mid 80s, Diana and MJ went to Ms Jackson to get her blessing. (this was rly important to Diana) Probably because she KNEW how the world would react to the news of she and MJ together. So she was hoping to find an Allie in Ms Jackson. 

Michael told his mom they were going to Marry, and she had a fit. She did NOT like the news at all. She told Diana she was too old for her son, and was 'soiling him' There were lots of tears and yelling, with MJ storming out and vowing to Marry Diana no matter WHO didn't like it. 

But Ms Jackson picked up her phone and called some reporter friends. she told them Diana was trying to marry her Too young son, and that she needed to leave him alone.  Her friends agreed with her, and assured her they would take care of it...

They began to follow Di and try to make a spectacle of her. They were calling her slut, whore, baby fucker etc. They were humiliating her everywhere.  They ignored Michael when he tried to come to her defense. Diana felt the weight of their disdain, and grew depressed. Michael felt her slipping away, and grew desperate.  He begged her not to "Walk away' and to hold on. He truly believed that if they hurried and married, the world WOULD accept them, and it would be alright.

But we all know what happened. She went off alone to find some solace and found Arne's  jack-o-lantern looking self, and seeing him as a way out of all the controversy and disdain, she ran off and married him. Breaking BOTH their hearts... 

Heart don't change my mind was a true and honest portrayal of what she was going thru during that time. She was battling her heart against her logic. She loved Michael, but she had other obligations. Her children, her career, her good reputation. All of which could be negatively affected... 

Notice she says in the song. "How can I walk away if you're still holding on Now?"  MJ WAS holding on, he kept holding on. I'm convinced, this is why he and Lmp never had a chc because he was still holding on to Diana, and working behind the scenes to get her back. Some of the things he did, to get Diana back...

1. Doing I love you, shout outs to her all over

2. flying out to see her and refusing to even answer Lmp's calls

3.  (From Lisa herself to Oprah on 2nd visit) " "He ignored me! and treated me like old furniture! I told him, I'm not gonna be ignored! Oprah... "do you think he used you?"  Lisa, " All signs point to Yes!!

4. He put loving dedications on albums to Diana. He told People Mag she was his soulmate in 1983 and Again 20 Years later, He confirmed that she still was!

5. He not only bought Diana expensive jewelry, and dresses that cost more than the average home!  But he was still with her every minute she allowed him to be.  Her hubby was stashed in Europe, and MJ often spent the night at her home, and even moved in later on!!

6. Notice in Oprah interview of 1993, He got excited when Op asked about the woman who quenched his fire? And who did he immed bring up? - Diana of course...

7. He kept ranting about how wonderful Diana was all over. saying Supeme was his fave female group of all times. And Diana was his fave female singer, Diana was his best friend. Diana was the person he loved to share everything with etc... I could go on and on, but y'all get the point. He was CONSUMED with her...

 Many people believe, or convince themselves that she never loved him,  ( This is completely false. She absolutely loved him... Or they say She only used him to elevate her career

 ( A career  which to this day is  STILL standing room Only, and still top of the line)  Or believe that she groomed him, and sexually controlled him. People say alot of things esp when it comes to POC.  

As Michael put it:  They don't like to see US in love with US!!  He deeply believed that. He resented that when he would tell people how much he loved Diana, He ALWAYS seemed to be blown off, and dismissed. Even when he was saying it everywhere, and putting it on his albums, People  STILL seemed to hear what they wanted to hear...

Diana, must have felt very beaten down. She knew she loved Michael, and she KNEW he was someone who had always and would always love her, but the world can be very cruel. His fans, the public, the media, and even his MOM made it clear, they did NOT want her for Michael. They were cruel, and vocal..

This is why Diana PRETENDED to be like family with MJ. You've prob. heard her say things to that effect. She was so ridiculed by the public, she forced MJ to (Keep it in the closet,) and pretend in public they were just good friends. This is why MJ constantly filled his songs with so many obvious hints. He assumed people would get it, and the secret would be open, and Diana would be forced OUT of the closet!! 

In case you are wondering why all the rumors concerning Diana, its because what they are doing is trying One lie after another to keep Diana from being a threat. 

 These are some of the many Vicious lies told about Diana, by vicious, jealous , people who absolutely HATE that Michael was so deeply in love with her...

Rumors and Lies.....

1. She is Michael's mother

Katherine Jackson is his mother. That rumor was started by a jealous fool who HATED that MJ was in love with Diana, instead of Lisa!

2. She's a whore who slept around..

No she was NOT. She was /is a very sweet lady who massively changed the game for many WOC. She was a Pioneer just like MJ who did amazing things, and will go down in history long after the haters are forgotten .. If anyone slept around it was Lisa, who went on HS to brag about having 2 dozen lovers by her 18th birthday!!

3. She's a perv who groomed him..

She did NOT groom him. He stayed with her only a few months. HE was a precocious child acting grown and trying to peek at HER in the shower (even after getting his butt beat) That's why Diana had to tell his mom he was being inappropriate, and she removed him after only a few months! Di did NOT groom him. He was already in a deep crush with her, that grew stronger and turned to love as he got older....

4. She slept with his father

This LIE makes me the Maddest! She did NOT sleep with his father!!! She and Joe Detested each other, and she AVOIDED Joe as he was a bully used to getting his way.  He ofter referred to Diana as the Supreme Slut just to get a rise out of Michael. Joe was a jerk and Diana could not stand him, and she NEVER had ANY type of sexual relations with him!! 

5. She used him to further her career

More lies. Even today, Diana's concerts are sold out, and standing rm only, and she has a fabulous career! She has awards and Top billboard plaque for female artist. She had made millions of HER OWN money (Unlike LMP, who spent her entire life living off her father's money and prestige) ...

6. She was just playing games with him, and never loved him...

Of course she did. That's why she was so broken hearted after she married Arne.  Bc she wanted MJ. She loved him BACK....

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Simple truth is: Diana absolutely loved him. She was tormented by the media, and publicly pressured to let him go. This is the reason they lied on her so badly. They hated the love between them and many wanted it to be between MJ and Lisa. But Diana was the ONE MJ said all over he wanted. As much as Lmp stans try to claim he loved lisa, But MICHAEL has always said he LIKED Lisa, and hoped they could be friends. I rly don't think he was being completely truthful even there though. Because he dodged Lisa alot, and his "Help" maintained that he would be in a bad mood every time Lisa visited, so much so, they called it a "bad day' when she came by.  He turned Lisa down when she tried to make deals. He turned her down when she offered 9 babies, He ran from her, and complained the media pretended NOT to notice she stalked him. He forced the divorce on Lisa, knowing the marriage was FAKE! because he wanted to be with Diana, and he knew No one else would do it for him...

This is why MJ said in HCW, Just leave us alone!! Please Leave us Alone!! 

Truth is: You CANNOT call yourself a fan and discard what someone says because it does not suit YOUR agenda!! He had the right to love whoever HE chose to love and True Fans should have accepted that...