Yes, Michael DID LOVE THE Sistahs....

 

Stephanie Mills, MJ's GF from back in the day. 

Below are some of MJ's Ex's Ending with the LOHL, Diana..

Theresa Gonzales, Shana M.

Miki Howard, Whitney, (short relationship Diana, LOHL, and there are more unlisted...

Miki Howard, Def. His baby' Mama

Hey y'all. So sorry about the long Hiatus. 

I had a death in the family and just could not get the strength to write. I apologize....

Anyway, this is just a short post to get back in the flow... I wanted to address some of the racist ppl, who believe that MJ was not interested in the Sistahs.  This is completely UNTRUE. He had books in his library on the beauty of BW (aboriginals)  And dated numerous sistahs, and had crushes on several, incl. Beyonce, Kelly Roland, Jodie Watley, Foxy Brown, Siedah etc. He dated, flirted with, got tremendously excited by and courted  Also, we all know the love of his life is Diana Ross, (Also a sistah) as well as his Joie de Vie!!

This is a pic of MJ and Janelle Harris from back in the day when they dated... She was a Ms Universe at the time..

So my only point is that MJ definitely loved the Sistahs. People lie alot because they want to chg narratives. But MJ said and SHOWED he loved his BW (aboriginals) and it is what it is... I think it's fair to say he was very attracted to SWVS 

Sistahs, with voices! Notice how many of the above women are Singers!

 Whitney  ( arguably most beautiful female voice in the world)

Stephanie Mills, fantastic singer, and world renowned accolades.

Miki Howard, lovely lady, with beautiful voice ..

Diana Ross, love of his life, World renowned singer, Awarded Billboard awd for most chart topping songs by a female artist ( She DID get this awd, but I can't confirm it's true.) -So don't come for me...

But he definitely was heavily attracted to gorgeous Brown women with beautiful voices,

I know the media always ignored that, but that's par for the course with them. Just like when EP. was accused of sexual impropriety, the media practically ran the accusers out of the country! But any MJ accuser could get immediate attention, unjustified credibility, a platform, and funding to spread their LIES..

Nothing new here folks... 

But like I said, this is just a get going again article and I wanted to dispel some of the falsehoods concerning the King. He loved women period. But he def. had a special plc in his heart for his OWN women. Don't believe the nonsense. Because they ALWAYS lie when it comes to us....

 

What happened in 95 that ended MJ and LMP? and did SHE have anything to do with it?...

Lisa, and MJ tense, silent, unhappy ..

Beautiful Diana, Maybe not so innocent after all.....

 Lisa Marie, and Michael Jackson....

The thought of these two illicit's an emotional response in most of us, because lets face it, They are very interesting people! Very interesting....

Lisa was, very pretty (most of her life) exciting, a bit moody, but still very interesting. 

She seemed to have a deep (I don't give a damn what they say)  attitude, and it was very intriguing. It's very attracting to see someone who's totally UNconcerned with what others think...

Michael on the other hand, was.... Oh Lord! He was MICHAEL!!! He could just stand there and command the room!! So amazing! So attractive! So mesmerizing and captivating! Michael had an aura so strong, People used to say, he would walk into the room and change the molecules of the air!! Thousands of ppl have claimed to be healed by his touch over the years. Michael was just Amazing!!... And he had a jen a sais quoi like NO one else in this world!!

These two obviously cared for each other ( I think Lisa was actually MADLY in love with him, and I think he has Some love for her also. *otherwise, why would he have agreed to this whole thing?* 

 They were very attracted to each other, and wanted happy lives (as we all do) so what happened? Why was 1995 such a pivotal, and  bad year for them? 

Well, it started promising enough. They had the Diane Sawyer interview, And she was trying not to be too tough on them. but one of her questions to Lisa was;  "Why did you marry Michel?"  (DS pretended NOT to know the marriage wasn't Real. Ofc she knew...

Lisa answered that she loved Michael, then looked at him and said; " I'm IN love with him, Yeah, I love him! She smiled at MJ, and he smiled, but looked uncomfortable, like ppl do when they are put on the spot. Both Diane and Lisa were looking at him now.

(Obviously waiting for him to say I love you too baby!)  Except Michael remains silent! and looked very ill at ease....

a little later, they are talking about his love of children, when Lisa says something that can only be described as 'stupid' she said: 

"The kids follow him all over! They even follow him into the bathroom!" Michael looked at her like she was crazy, because he knew how that sounded, and also, He knew he would NEVER let kids into the bathroom with him!! Even Diana KNEW that was nonsense, she gave Lisa a look, and kept going.... 

She asked Michael if he still wanted to adopt or wanted his own children. And Michael talked about wanting both, and wanting kids from all over. 

He said "I've always loved kids. I've always seen myself having a lot of kids. I want to adopt kids from all over..." 

Notice anything?   I used the prefix I instead of WE? It became glaringly obvious Lisa was NOT PART of his long term plans!! I think at this point even Lisa picked up on it, and became a bit 'frosty'...

A little later they talked about his plans, and he mentioned he had always wanted to go to Switzerland. As he said this, his eyes got a tad misty, and he looked very sad. 

He said: "I always wanted to go to Switzerland.  Always wanted to move there....' Diana Sawyer was looking at them both puzzled. Finally, she asked the question written all over her face. ' Well why don't you two go there??  Michael looked like he would cry and turned his whole face away.. Neither of them answered. 

But I will tell you now, why he looked like that, and what was going through his head..

Switzerland is where Michael had ALWAYS planned to Marry and live with DIANA ROSS!

He began talking about marrying Diana there in early 80s and told this to the Examiner, Enquirer, and also Jet Mag....

So when Diane asked why they did not go there, He was thinking how much he wished Lisa WAS DIANA, and they were on their way to Switzerland, like they had always planned! There was NO WAY he was going to go to He and Diana's special place with anyone else! His thought process was written all over his face....

Shortly after this interview, they walked outside and MJ immediately took off in a plane for parts unknown WITHOUT Lisa! As soon as the camera's were gone, so was he....

This is what Lisa was referring to when she told GQ Mag in the 90s that whenever he invited her somewhere, the paparazzi would show up, and he NEVER called to see her alone , with just the two of them... GQ asked her is she could now see how he had used her, and she said. She could see now, it was all an operation.... 

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After this, things seemed to definitely be going South between them...

3 Significant things happened in 95, that set the tone for their demise..

1.  The Ebony article. came out around this time. It had a pic of Michael and Lisa. and in it, EBONY tried hard to infer that RTT was about or relating to Lisa. This was absolute bull. I guess they forgot Michael had DIRECTLY alrdy told his brother Jermaine that RTT was about DIANA (Ross) And Jermaine had alrdy let that be known. On top of the fact that RTT was a REMEMBERANCE album about a PAST LOVE!  But MJ and Lisa had supposedly just gotten together! Obviously he was NOT talking about her....

On top of that, Michael not only has admitted it was about Diana, he wrote on the back of the CD. " Dedicated with Love to Diana Ross! I love you Diana! ... The vid used to say.. This Message is for Diana! So moving on...

Anyway, in the article, Michael talks about how Lisa endeared herself to him and was always there for him. He said she often cried when she saw how cruel the media was to him, and he said it touched his heart that she felt so strongly for him. He said she called him Every day and would get upset if she could not reach him.  This conflicts with Lisa in later yrs claiming HE called her constantly.... MJ NEVER once said he loved her!! I was shocked that he made such bland statements. like she was sweet and a good FRIEND and she was there for him, and so he asked her would she do him a FAVOR and marry him, and she said she would... So it seems at first he cared for her alot and felt alot of rapport and trust in her. But later, this essential trust seemed to dissipate, and implode the budding relationship...

2nd Significant thing was the History album.

History Album and tour of 1995

In 1995, MJ's album came out and on it, he wrote a nice little passage for Lisa.

It said that she was the star that guided his galaxy or something like that, and thanked her, basically indicating that he cared for her, and leaned on her. It was a very sweet passage.

 Problem was, he THEN added a large picture of He and Diana Ross wrapped around each other on the history Inset!!  Beneath this, he wrote: With Thanks and ALL MY LOVE to Diana Ross!! 

Now can you imagine how you would feel as a Woman to have YOUR HUSBAND write this msg to another woman??? Only two word would come to My mind if this was me and that's ( Pissed and Humiliated!!)

And at the bottom He had the nerve to add:

 ( I Love You Diana!!!) While sup'd to be with Lmp/ a total slap in the face!!

But it gets worse. Lisa begged to go on the history tour. He, for some reason did not want her to go but relented if she brought her kids. She did, and off they went.  But in the 2nd City of the tour. Diana decided she DID want to go afterall.  ( MJ had taken her on ALL his tours for Yrs, but she initially said she did not want to go on history tour. Well, the minute Diana called Mike, he had Lisa, Riley and ben dropped off, and sent home, so he could go pick up Diana and her children!! 

Another slap in the face!

3rd Significant thing.  Around mid  yr of  95 MJ and Lisa were not speaking and she 

was Very angry at him. She went to the Police and tried to have MJ ARRESTED! She said he was on drugs and violent!  (This was NOT true) She said she left him , and they should drug test and arrest him. (obviously she wanted revenge. Lisa was very much about vengeance.) the cops contacted MJ and asked him to DT.  Otherwise they threatened to release what Lmp had said. MJ  agreed to DT on the condition that Lisa also would. But it was Lisa who came up dirty....

Soon after this in late NOV/Dec. MJ was doing an HBO special, at the Beacon theater.  passed out due to high stress and overexertion.

He was taken to Beth Israel Hospital. While there. Lisa, who had not seen him in wks, went to the press and announced that he passed out due to drugs! Michael confided in Dr. William Allyne that his Ex was angry and disgruntled because he'd made it clear he no longer wanted the relationship, and now she was lying all over the media on him. He said he was not on drugs, and had taken multiple DT to get her to stop lying to no avail. Dr Allyne told him, who would do a full tox report but he would report the TRUE findings whatever they were.  He would not cover for him. MJ agreed. 

Dr Allyne did as he said, and came back to report that Michael's vital organs were in great shape and totally INCONSISTENT with even a recreational drug user! He said the tox report came back completely clean. He then held a press conference and announced his findings, and said MJ was suffering from overexertion, RHB, LBP, hyper stress, and dehydration. He then announced that Michael was the victim of a overzealous, vindictive, disgruntled, Ex, who possessed a very nebulous relationship with the Truth! IOWs, calling Lisa a big Liar!

Anyway as MJ lay in the hospital in IC. Lisa attempted to visit him. They immediately began to argue, and Ms Jackson asked her why she would try to argue with him, when he was so ill - Lisa turned, and  Glared at his mother! this is when her relationship with Ms Jackson (who had always been in her corner)  began to deteriorate... 

Soon, word reached Michael that Diana was coming. He got super excited, and had Lisa removed, (so Diana could come in peace,) and had her placed on the BARRED list so she could not come back at all. Lisa was furious, She left and went straight to file the divorce petition MJ had been asking her for, for awhile. Meantime, Diana came and Michael was so happy to see her, the moment she touched him, the nurses say his vitals stabilized! They closed the door and stayed together hugging and kissing for a few hours, and staff said when she left he looked like a whole new man- who couldn't stop smiling... Afterwards, Diana left and flew back to her million dollar villa in France. When Michael checked out, he coincidentally told staff he was headed to FRANCE from some R/R...Maybe some DR would have been more honest....lol..

Sadly, this was pretty much the end for them. Lisa filed for abandonment, and  then divorce in Dec of 1995, and the divorce was finalized in June of 1996. They remained estranged, and Lisa angrily trashed and castigated him for yrs. Probably due to her own hurt and anger. We women tend to cover our hurts with anger.. 

When I think of them, I think of the old Donna Summer song - Love's Unkind. Because It was all a big ball of hurt/ love and anger. MJ loved Diana. Diana loved him, but only wanted to be secret lovers because of the world's opinion.  MJ was angry at Diana for yrs for not having the guts to (Come out of the closet!)  Lisa loved MJ and he probably half loved her too, but his love for Diana clouded his judgement till he couldn't see straight and ended up hurting her over and over.  Lisa covered her love with anger and belittling which drove him further away, and she kept saying she wasn't thinking of him, but a woman who is NOT thinking about a man, is not Talking about him!  Just a very big ball of love, and hurt....

What do you all think? And who do you think was mostly to blame in all this? Do you think Diana helped or hurt the situation?

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Here are some Diana's revealing quotes when she almost said too much....

Diana to Ebony Mag in 80s....

 When Michael and I are together, it's just ...Magical! I love him a lot, and I always let him know it...

Diana.... I give Michael something no one else does. Peace and the security of knowing he can trust me with anything. I let him know he's Safe in my arms and he can tell me anything...

Michael hates to sleep alone, Sometimes he begs me- .... I mean well... ( Nervously changes subject)  

In live interview,  .... Well, you know Michael and I are in love and there's nothing anyone can do, there's Nothing to say....  

Etc.  Keep in mind DIANA is the one who wanted the relationship (Kept in the closet!)

We know by the NUDE pics MJ had of her, and other things, that they were indeed Lovers, but my question is: Do you think Diana was doing him while he was sup'd to be with Lisa, and keeping him so distracted, he could not concentrate on his "marriage'?

What do you all think? 

Diana's Ross: Secrets that made the king fall in love....

 

  When it comes to Michael. there"s no doubt about it. DIANA reigned supreme.

MANY women have fallen for MJ too many to count. from plaint to beautiful and everything in between. But we all know Michael's heart belonged to Diana until the day he left this world...

But WHY. What did Diana do for him that

 other women didn't? And for that matter why were men in general ALWAYS falling for her? 

Yes ok, Diana is beautiful, vivacious and slim.  Things that attract MOST men. but many women are so why were men always falling at her feet? And most importantly. WHY WAS MICHAEL falling at her feet?

Since I'm really a very curious person, of course I've investigated this to find out for myself  (Well yeah, ok. I was hoping to use some of her magic with My own man) lol.. But I think I have cracked her code after  long hard tedious research... I KNOW most of you ladies want to know too, so lets chop it up..

Here is the SECRET MANY ppl have been wondering for years because We've all seen MIchael drooling over her and hanging on her every word, and following her x the land, and back. We've seen her break his heart several times, We've seen her MARRY another man after promising to marry him. We've seen him broken and distraught over her. We've even seen her pregnant by another man during his bad tour, and MJ STILL took HER on his tour, still held her like she was a diamond, and still looked at her with adoring love married, and mixed with his pain.

(Diana looking beautiful and adorable, pregnant) standing with Cher and Elton...

Yes, You heard me right. ON the bad tour, Diana was Prego by her hubby, and Michael STILL took her, Still doted on her, Still spoiled her lovingly, and was obviously Still very much in love despite his pain. He treated her so well, some ppl speculated the baby might be his! But point is, She did it for him no one else EVER has. .

Above you see Debbie and Stephanielbe mills. Both really good women. Both loved and adored MJ, both would have given their ALL to be one and only. And both were involved with him. And he cared for both. But again. Neither could measure up to Diana. 

In fact, it's obvious, Diana KNEW this. Back during the filming of the Wiz,  Stephanie accidentally walked into a dressiing rm that had been converted to a private Dressing rm for Diana. As steph came in, Lola falana and Diana were talking, as Diana sat in front of a mirror touching up her make up.  they both got quiet at the site of Steph and lola told her the dressing was now a private dressing room for Diana. She said Steph started to leave very embarrassed when Di (still looking in mirror) called to her.  

"So Stephanie" Diana cooed. 

"Are you mad because I got the part and you didn't?" 

Melba said Steph denied that, although she looked very upset. She turned to leave again, when Diana called out to her again'..

"Well, don't worry about it"  If it wasn't me it would have been Melba or Lola (Falana) 

It was Never going to be YOU hon"

Melba said Stephanie looked like she would cry but just as she started to leave again, Diana called one last time.

"By the way, Stephanie. " Diana waited till Steph stopped and looked at her. Then she added coldly:

" Just Remember _ The Part is not the ONLY thing that's MINE!"   Melba said Stephanie looked confused as the left, but she wasn't confused too long because soon after Michael told her, It was Over, because Diana said she wanted him back, and of course he ran to her arms...

A similar thing happened to Debbie. As we all  know Lisa had been trying for Years to get MJ to divorce Debbie and be with Her. He refused to do it. He never did divorce Debbie for Lisa as Lisa hoped. Flo Anthony talked about all the desperate things Lisa did, to steal Mike away from Debbie. When Debbie was asked about Lisa stealing MJ, she said truthfully 

"Lisa's NOT the one I'm worried about!"

Smart lady.  in 99 Diana was divorcing her homely hubby, and called Michael very upset. she told him, she was leaving Arne and she needed him.  Michael promptly called his staff to get his things together and told his Assistant to cancel his entire week. Debbie said so many times she had seen ppl beg for 5 minutes of his time and could not get it, yet he had cancelled his entire Wk for Diana. she said she was very upset and begged him not to go. She said he almost shoved her in his haste to get to Diana, and she didn't hear from him all week! In fact MJ did not call his wife. He called his Atty from the Airport and told him to start divorce proceedings against Debbie!! and just like that, he dropped Debbie and broke her heart....

Anyway, as promised the SECRET Diana has over over women, is this

Diana KNOWS how to delve into a man's mind and find out EXACTLY what he's looking for!! Most women just guess and hope to find out what he wants. Diana always  been very playful, fun, and free spirited. These are great attractants but more than that, she knows what a man rly wants.  This is why Michael was willing to go against the whole world and even his beloved Mother to be with Diana!  This is why he called her the perfect woman!  

Michael being a super super, super star was always looking for a women he could TRUST! this is why he lost interest in Lisa. because everything they talked about when right to reporters ears! He could NOT trust her. and she was very vindictive. When he refused to take her back, she went to the police in 98 and tried to have him arrested for drugs! When the police contacted him, he offered to do a DT if Lisa did as well. Guess who failed? Then she trashed him for YEARs because he no longer wanted to be with her. Who WOULD??? You've shown yourself to be a complete nightmare!  

But if you remember what he said about Di, you will have a clue. He said

" I can tell Diana my deepest secrets. things I can't tell anyone else!" and she tells me her secrets too..." 

He could vent to her about anything! No one can ever accuse Di and telling his business, or Bashing him, or anything like that. He loved her personality, and of course her beauty, but more than that, he loved that he could tell her anything and TRUST her with it. It was super important to him, that he could TRUST her. 

You might have read in Ebony yrs ago, when They asked Diana why Michael loved her so much. Her answer was VERY TELLING.

she said:  " He loves me because I give him a SAFE SPACE! He knows he can come to me with anything.  He's so burdened by the world sometimes with ppl constantly pulling and fighting for his attention. With me, he can let his hair down, and know that he never has to guard what he says because I'm NOT going to tell! He can come to my arms and find PEACE and a Safe Harbor. I let him know I'm there for HIM...

And THAT ladies is her SECRET. she instinctively knows what a man needs and gives it to him......

Do you think Michael Mistreated Debbie?

 

 Hmmm. .. Debbie is an interesting character. 

I've always liked her. I felt that she was a good friend to the king, and she had his back..

Debbie met MJ in the  mid 80s. she was an assistant to the Big fat liar Arnold Klein, who later tried to claim his son Prince..

Back at the time, Michael and Debbie became friends and they were fairly close.  In 1994 , He allegedly wed Lisa, but anyone who has bothered to research this, KNOWS that marriage was fraudulent... Although Lisa was doing everything in her power to pretend it was legit.. During this time, Debbie and MJ stayed friends, and although Lisa found out about their relationship, she didn't pay it any mind as she considered Debbie plain and banal.. ..

Weirdly, Debbie was describing Michael as Unique and KINKY at this time, and that's very interesting.. She was also begging MJ to let her have a baby for him. She said she rly wanted him to be able to be a father. 

If you remember the interviews at that time, Lisa was claiming MJ threatened her to have a baby or Debbie would do it,  Well let that sink in. What LEGITIMATELY  MARRIED man would say that to his WIFE??? And he actually impregnated Debbie around this time, but they lost the first baby.

 In 1996, Despite lisa's begging, pleading, trying to make deals to stay tog'r. MJ forced a divorce on her (Yes a fake marriage Still needs a divorce, or ppl will figure out that it's fake!) Debbie was already prego with Prince, and Michael's mom was begging him to marry her for the sake of the baby. She did not believe in out of wedlock children.  Finally MJ flew to  Sydney Australia and wed Debbie.

I read an article by The Detail,  ( She NEVER has her facts straight! ) But in this Debbie article,  she claimed, Michael called Lisa the night he was to wed debbie and she gave her blessings!! What bullshit. He NEVER called her, and she NEVER gave a blessing!  Lisa begged and pleaded for him NOT to leave!  Does it make sense she would hand him over on a platter to another woman??? He had FORCED the divorce on lisa by filing first and only agreed to rescind it, on condition that SHE FILED!  He knew her pride would never allow her to let the world know HE WAS THE ONE who wanted out...

  Detail also claimed, Debbie said she was nothing but a thoroughbred to him! That she got pregnant by being inseminated by MJ's sperm, and never had sex with him. This is also bull, I remember several old intervs in which Debbie spoke of MJ as a great lover who loved to Role play, and have her be the innocent ingenue! She said he loved to play  rough and loved to dominate her...

I think Detail made that part up about Debbie calling herself a Thoroughbred. Detail seems to make up alot of things. I remember wating one of her videos, and she talked about the relationship betwn beautiful Whitney and MJ. And she had a picture of him looking at Whitney so adoringly, and wearing a dark suit and looking very handsome. Problem was I recognized the setting, the suit, and the look. It took place during an award show and he was looking at DIANA, but she had superimposed Whitney's face Over Diana! When I pointed this out to her, (thinking it was just a mistake) she deleted my post and Kept it!! So she KNEW it was a falsified picture!! This is one of the reasons why she has Low credibility...

They had Paris in 1998, but she was a very difficult pregnancy. As a result Debbie had internal issues, and was told she would NOT be able to carry another baby. She was quite devastated. Soon afterward, Michael seemed to lose interest. We all know why, because she could no longer give him what he wanted from her, more babies.. But Detail claimed it was because Lisa was back in the picture, and he wanted to remarry her! lol. She even claimed Debbie said if he loved lisa, she would not stand in the way!!😂 This is a bold faced lie.  It actually came from a Randy Tam book  ( which are nothing but blatant lies, that he pulled from his butt. Detail just repeated that nonsense without an ounce of research.. (shocker..) 

Truth is Lisa tried to get him away from debbie for Yrs. She followed him x the world and threw herself at him at every oppty. When she was sick with Murcury poisoning  right after div. His mom found out Lisa was telling ev'one MJ had made her sick by mistreating her so badly. His mom was appalled. She made MJ promise to take Lisa and find a good doc and help her get well. She also made him agreed to take Lisa with him a few places, and be nice to her. She felt this would help her recovery. Michael agreed but told Lisa then, they would only be going off as FRIENDS, and when she got well, they would go their separate ways. Lisa, desperate to be with him, agreed...

He kept his promise, and did help her find a good doc, and also reluctantly took her a few places but she had to beg, and often involve his parents to get him to allow her to go. (Like Africa for instance) And history tour where he finally agreed to let her go on condition she brg her kids, then Dumped her in 2nd City because  Diana called and NOW wanted to go... 

As for having kids, people can claim MJ wanted Lisa to have his baby all they want but notice, when she begged to give him 9 children, HE TURNED HER DOWN! Truth is, he NEVER wanted kids by Lmp. and he said that live at the Harlem convention.. The baby story was already set to be used before the fake marriage... Detail also claimed Debbie got tired of the whole scene with lmp and divorced Michael. This is completely not true (again)  

In 99, Diana called and she was upset and crying. She said she was divorcing Arne, and needed Michael. Debbie admitted he nearly knocked her over trying to call for his ppl to pack his bags. She said she begged him not to go, but he was not listening. Debbie complained that it was very hard to get 5 minutes of MJ's time because he was so busy and everyone wanted his time. but she admitted the moment Di called MJ had his assistant clear his entire sched and took off to be with Diana in no time. leaving Debbie behind, crying..  He stayed with Diana and entire week! holding and consoling her and letting her know he would always love her, then called his Atty's from the AIRPORT to begin divorce proceedings against Debbie!! Debbie admitted many times she still loved MJ and never wanted the divorce! But just like Lisa, he gave her the chance to divorce HIM or he would do it... This is why ppl think Debbie divorced him. She did not....   

But notice, all that time Lisa spent trying to get him to leave Debbie, but ONE phonecall from Diana did what she couldn't in 5 Yrs!! lol...

But honestly, he did care for Debbie,and she loved him. She was a good wife to him, and it's a shame he NEVER really gave her a chance. I honestly think they could have had a shot, if he' had put forth just a modicum of effort..

As for MJ mistreating Debbie, I think he could have been nicer to her. Like the will for instance, where he specifically stipulates that his Ex wife ( Debbie ) is to receive NOTHING!! Like wow! Michael? What did the woman do for you to say that?  He didn't leave Lisa anything either, but at least he didn't humiliate her by shouting it to the world!! So I think he could have treated Debbie a lot better, and honestly TRIED to love her, now tell me

 What do you guys think???

Heart dont' change my mind... Sad, and true....

Heart don't change my mind 

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The light of Michael's Whole life:  

The Ever- beautiful Diana Ross ...

 

Diana and Michael together, His face shining with LOVE. as always.  He said she was his WORLD and his SOULMATE, and indeed, she was....

This Newspaper titled:  The Secret Love of Michael Jackson, is PROOF, the media KNEW about who Michael REALLY loved and wanted, yet they often pretended they had NO idea!

Heart don't change my mind

The reason I wanted to highlight this video, is because it really showed How Diana actually felt about MJ...

As you watch the video, you will see Diana emulate MJ's dress, hair, glasses etc. She is low key letting us KNOW she is talking about Him. At points, she looks like she's about to cry because she did NOT want to let him go. She loved him! I wish people had just left them ALONE. They loved each other SOOOOOO much, but the constant bullying she received was too much for Diana, and she didn't feel safe bringing their love out in the open... Sadly when Diana broke Michael's heart, and left him, she broke her OWN as well...

In the mid 80s, Diana and MJ went to Ms Jackson to get her blessing. (this was rly important to Diana) Probably because she KNEW how the world would react to the news of she and MJ together. So she was hoping to find an Allie in Ms Jackson. 

Michael told his mom they were going to Marry, and she had a fit. She did NOT like the news at all. She told Diana she was too old for her son, and was 'soiling him' There were lots of tears and yelling, with MJ storming out and vowing to Marry Diana no matter WHO didn't like it. 

But Ms Jackson picked up her phone and called some reporter friends. she told them Diana was trying to marry her Too young son, and that she needed to leave him alone.  Her friends agreed with her, and assured her they would take care of it...

They began to follow Di and try to make a spectacle of her. They were calling her slut, whore, baby fucker etc. They were humiliating her everywhere.  They ignored Michael when he tried to come to her defense. Diana felt the weight of their disdain, and grew depressed. Michael felt her slipping away, and grew desperate.  He begged her not to "Walk away' and to hold on. He truly believed that if they hurried and married, the world WOULD accept them, and it would be alright.

But we all know what happened. She went off alone to find some solace and found Arne's  jack-o-lantern looking self, and seeing him as a way out of all the controversy and disdain, she ran off and married him. Breaking BOTH their hearts... 

Heart don't change my mind was a true and honest portrayal of what she was going thru during that time. She was battling her heart against her logic. She loved Michael, but she had other obligations. Her children, her career, her good reputation. All of which could be negatively affected... 

Notice she says in the song. "How can I walk away if you're still holding on Now?"  MJ WAS holding on, he kept holding on. I'm convinced, this is why he and Lmp never had a chc because he was still holding on to Diana, and working behind the scenes to get her back. Some of the things he did, to get Diana back...

1. Doing I love you, shout outs to her all over

2. flying out to see her and refusing to even answer Lmp's calls

3.  (From Lisa herself to Oprah on 2nd visit) " "He ignored me! and treated me like old furniture! I told him, I'm not gonna be ignored! Oprah... "do you think he used you?"  Lisa, " All signs point to Yes!!

4. He put loving dedications on albums to Diana. He told People Mag she was his soulmate in 1983 and Again 20 Years later, He confirmed that she still was!

5. He not only bought Diana expensive jewelry, and dresses that cost more than the average home!  But he was still with her every minute she allowed him to be.  Her hubby was stashed in Europe, and MJ often spent the night at her home, and even moved in later on!!

6. Notice in Oprah interview of 1993, He got excited when Op asked about the woman who quenched his fire? And who did he immed bring up? - Diana of course...

7. He kept ranting about how wonderful Diana was all over. saying Supeme was his fave female group of all times. And Diana was his fave female singer, Diana was his best friend. Diana was the person he loved to share everything with etc... I could go on and on, but y'all get the point. He was CONSUMED with her...

 Many people believe, or convince themselves that she never loved him,  ( This is completely false. She absolutely loved him... Or they say She only used him to elevate her career

 ( A career  which to this day is  STILL standing room Only, and still top of the line)  Or believe that she groomed him, and sexually controlled him. People say alot of things esp when it comes to POC.  

As Michael put it:  They don't like to see US in love with US!!  He deeply believed that. He resented that when he would tell people how much he loved Diana, He ALWAYS seemed to be blown off, and dismissed. Even when he was saying it everywhere, and putting it on his albums, People  STILL seemed to hear what they wanted to hear...

Diana, must have felt very beaten down. She knew she loved Michael, and she KNEW he was someone who had always and would always love her, but the world can be very cruel. His fans, the public, the media, and even his MOM made it clear, they did NOT want her for Michael. They were cruel, and vocal..

This is why Diana PRETENDED to be like family with MJ. You've prob. heard her say things to that effect. She was so ridiculed by the public, she forced MJ to (Keep it in the closet,) and pretend in public they were just good friends. This is why MJ constantly filled his songs with so many obvious hints. He assumed people would get it, and the secret would be open, and Diana would be forced OUT of the closet!! 

In case you are wondering why all the rumors concerning Diana, its because what they are doing is trying One lie after another to keep Diana from being a threat. 

 These are some of the many Vicious lies told about Diana, by vicious, jealous , people who absolutely HATE that Michael was so deeply in love with her...

Rumors and Lies.....

1. She is Michael's mother

Katherine Jackson is his mother. That rumor was started by a jealous fool who HATED that MJ was in love with Diana, instead of Lisa!

2. She's a whore who slept around..

No she was NOT. She was /is a very sweet lady who massively changed the game for many WOC. She was a Pioneer just like MJ who did amazing things, and will go down in history long after the haters are forgotten .. If anyone slept around it was Lisa, who went on HS to brag about having 2 dozen lovers by her 18th birthday!!

3. She's a perv who groomed him..

She did NOT groom him. He stayed with her only a few months. HE was a precocious child acting grown and trying to peek at HER in the shower (even after getting his butt beat) That's why Diana had to tell his mom he was being inappropriate, and she removed him after only a few months! Di did NOT groom him. He was already in a deep crush with her, that grew stronger and turned to love as he got older....

4. She slept with his father

This LIE makes me the Maddest! She did NOT sleep with his father!!! She and Joe Detested each other, and she AVOIDED Joe as he was a bully used to getting his way.  He ofter referred to Diana as the Supreme Slut just to get a rise out of Michael. Joe was a jerk and Diana could not stand him, and she NEVER had ANY type of sexual relations with him!! 

5. She used him to further her career

More lies. Even today, Diana's concerts are sold out, and standing rm only, and she has a fabulous career! She has awards and Top billboard plaque for female artist. She had made millions of HER OWN money (Unlike LMP, who spent her entire life living off her father's money and prestige) ...

6. She was just playing games with him, and never loved him...

Of course she did. That's why she was so broken hearted after she married Arne.  Bc she wanted MJ. She loved him BACK....

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Simple truth is: Diana absolutely loved him. She was tormented by the media, and publicly pressured to let him go. This is the reason they lied on her so badly. They hated the love between them and many wanted it to be between MJ and Lisa. But Diana was the ONE MJ said all over he wanted. As much as Lmp stans try to claim he loved lisa, But MICHAEL has always said he LIKED Lisa, and hoped they could be friends. I rly don't think he was being completely truthful even there though. Because he dodged Lisa alot, and his "Help" maintained that he would be in a bad mood every time Lisa visited, so much so, they called it a "bad day' when she came by.  He turned Lisa down when she tried to make deals. He turned her down when she offered 9 babies, He ran from her, and complained the media pretended NOT to notice she stalked him. He forced the divorce on Lisa, knowing the marriage was FAKE! because he wanted to be with Diana, and he knew No one else would do it for him...

This is why MJ said in HCW, Just leave us alone!! Please Leave us Alone!! 

Truth is: You CANNOT call yourself a fan and discard what someone says because it does not suit YOUR agenda!! He had the right to love whoever HE chose to love and True Fans should have accepted that... 

The backstory behind Leave Me Alone!!

 

Above, Di and Hubby Arne, at wedding...

left. Mike Jealous  Di is married,  Hold'g back tears n barely touches her that eve. for the 1st time...

Below. Di beautiful in Red dress   (MJ's fave color) She'd often wear red to let MJ know she was going 🏡with him that night...

There is a back story to LMA. One few ppl know about. LMA was penned in 1988 and released Jan. 1989.

If you read Moonwalk, MJ admits that LMA was about the media, but MORESO about a woman. It was a double entendre.  

Michael actually wrote Cheater, LMA and Dirty Diana following Diana leaving him around  1986 when Diana married another man (Arne Naess) Many ppl don't understand why MJ did not go stop the wedding. I will explain the reason..

Because in 1985, Diana actually SECRETLY wed Arne in Oct of 1985. in a private ceremony. By the time they had the official public wedding in feb. 1986, it was too late, for MJ to stop it.   This is why he did not bother to stop the official wedding or bother to go....

This is why all 3 songs were released as DD, Cheater and then LMA.  And why he chose that order. 

LMA was about THE AFTERMATH of Diana leaving. 

Here are the lyrics to the song.... MJ is talking To and About Diana coming back to Beg him to understand Why she did what she did. He does NOT want to hear her, and tells her to go away..

I don't care what you talkin' bout, baby

I don't care what you say!

Don't you come walkin' beggin' back mama
I don't care anyway

Remember that Diana is the ONLY woman MJ ever called Mama.  It's a sexually contorted term of endearment, which pays homage to the stronger party of the relationship.  ( Just like you hear women call their men Daddy/ big daddy etc)  Same thing. MJ also calls Diana Mama in sev'l songs:  Like the following:

DD..... Diana Mama! 

WDAN.... Hold on Mama! 

LMA...... Don't come beggin' back Mama!

TMIND.... I'm not Dreamin Mama!

IJCSLY......I just can't stop Mama! 

It's important to remember Diana is the ONLY ONE MJ  ever called Mama. This lets you know automatically, all those songs are for her, Along with a ton more... 

Time after time I gave you all of my money

No excuses to make

Ain't no mountain that I can't climb, baby

All is going my way

Michael gave Diana TONS of money, and always bought her very expensive gifts and took her to Paris to buy her 2 to 300.000 dresses. He gave her whatever she wanted but Later complained when she still did not marry him after spending Millions on her..

The Mountain lines refer to ARNE. He was an avid mountain climber, and after Di left MJ for him, Michael began putting Mountain lines in his songs, as a metaphor to tell Di, he would keep fighting for her. Such as the following:

1. LMA.... Aint No Mountain, that I can't climb baby- Don't you get in my way

2. BBM..... And for you I'll climb the mountain!

3. Spchl..... There's no mountain high I cannot climb- I'm humbled in your grace!

4. Fall Again.... We've left ourselves a mountain to be overcome! 

Again ALL Mountain songs are about Diana, and stealing her back from Arne ( (mountain is a metaphor for Arne) Who was the mountain climber Di left him for.. 

Who's laughing, baby?
Don't you know
(And there's the choice that we make)
(And this choice you will take)
Who's laughin', baby?

So just leave me alone
(Leave me alone, leave me alone)
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
(Leave me alone, leave me alone, leave me alone)
Leave me alone
Stop it
Just stop doggin' me around

There was a time I used to say, "Girl, I need you"
But who is sorry now?
You really hurt, you used to take and deceive me
Now who is sorry now?
You got a way of making me feel so sorry
I found out right away
Don't you come walkin' beggin' I ain't lovin' you
Don't you get in my way

MJ ALWAYs talked about needing her. The line about her hurting and deceiving him obviously refers her lies about marrying him, while taking millions in cash/gifts and not doing it... ( although she DID want to- she was too afraid of the backlash)

He also talks about her laughing at him, and hurting him. He says virtually same thing in GITM

where he says
You and your friends were laughing at me in town... Seems you get your kicks from hurting me.....

Part about don't you get in my way, '' was definitely about him deciding he HAD to move on, and he needed Diana to back off so he could grieve her, and possibly learn to be without her...

Stop it
Just stop doggin' me around

Don't come beggin' me
Don't come beggin'
Don't come lovin' me
Don't come beggin'
I love you

I don't want it

This part refers to the argument they had when Di got back from her HM.  MJ telling her to go away because he was in so much pain and tired of it, He accuses her of dogging him around, and says . " Don't come Lovin me! Don't come beggin me1 and Diana is saying: 

"But I love you!" 

- MJ says:   "I don't want it!"  This is actually the argument they had upon her return..

 After Diana Left him, and went off with Arne,  Michael's family had taken him to the family compound to keep an eye on him. He was so distraught, they were worried. He couldn't stop crying, and he could hardly keep any food down. They tried everything to bring him out of his depressive state. They finally had to summon Minister Farrakhan to counsel him. ..

Shorty afterwards,  Diana came back from her honey moon. She went right to the family compound, where MJ was.  She asked for MJ, and Joe answered the door, and told her to go to hell, He slammed the door in her face, and Diana stood there crying.  Somehow MJ sensed she was there. He yanked open the door, and stared at her, his eyes blinking in disbelief. Then each other, and held on for dear life as they dissolved in tears. Then they left and went back to MJ's place and shut themselves in his rm, and stayed over a week.....

Sadly, MJ was drawn right back to her, and back in love again.... This is why his parents did not want him to See Diana....

So in a nut shell, LMA was him trying to shake her so he could move on. He no longer WANTED to be in love with her. But Sadly he could not break the Spell she had over him....

Anyway, His mom said his love for her was so deep, it was no longer healthy and it worried her, What do you guys think?....