Dirty Diana, the UNTOLD story..        Part 2

(with Proof at bottom)

So now you have some back story.

 You know that they were eng'd and she ran off with Arne, which broke Michael's heart and scarred him for decades...

Dirty Diana was about none other than Diana Ross. and she knew it. Michael was extremely angry at this pt in time. Not only did he release DD but also Cheater and Leave me alone were also released around this time.  He was venting and trying to get over his pain..But also wanting some revenge. He put DD out as a Fuck you to Diana Ross. It was in no way intended to be a love song..

When he talked about her loving the boys in the band, he was referring to how attracted Diana was to 'musicians'  Which is why she dated:

• Lionel Richie of Commodores 

   . Barry Gibb of Beegees

   . Gene Simmons of Kiss. 

Diana actually dated Gene a few yrs while Gene and Michael fought hard to win her from each other.  But after Diana had and Intimate encounter with Gene and called out MICHAEL'S NAME!! All hell broke out. Gene blamed MJ not Di and they became Lifelong enemies from that point on...

They were fighting Hard for Diana, This is also why MJ wrote, recorded and put out 

"The Girl is Mine "  (from thriller 1982) and sent the first copy to Gene Simmons!

Anyway, Michael was VERY angry at Diana when he released DD. He had spent yrs fighting over her. fighting for her. fighting WITH her to come out of the closet! only to lose her to Arne, and STILL NOT have her as his wife!  So MJ was basically boiling with rage and anger. DD was his way of saying

"I'm going to tell the whole world, what a Slut you are!"

The first draft was really bad. He made some very mean insinuations. and hints.When Quincy  heard it, he flipped out! He told Michael he could NOT do that to Diana, and that everyone would know it was about her. He begged MJ to chg the 2nd verse so it could be passed off as being about Groupies,  And to tell ppl that when asked, MJ reluctantly agreed..

Quincy inadvertently revealed this when he told a friend who worked for Rock/Soul Mag. He swore his to secrecy but the friend later published it... But MJ kept his word and told everyone DD was about groupies, but Diana Ross KNEW it was about Her and she didn't speak to him for over 2 weeks because she was angry over the song..... 

 

Anyway. Many people 'DON'T want to believe DD is for Diana Ross. Today, I'm going to show you that it absolutely IS...

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5. FACTS PROVE  DD = DIANA ROSS!

      

1.  Diana has a song called Chain Reaction.  At the beginning of her Video she is sitting in a limo looking cool and alluring. She gets out, slim and sexy and structs into the building...

Notice MJ replicated this scene. At the beginning of DD, the girl is sitting in the Limo, cool and alluring just like Di. Then she gets out and structs in looking slim and sexy! Its the EXACT SAME SCENE because he was talking about the SAME WOMAN!

See Diana ss here in her Video' 

  click here:    Diana Chain Reaction    

2.  When Diana stopped being mad and forgave Michael for writing DD about her, she finally laughed about him writing a thot song to her, and even recorded her OWN Version which she put on her 89 Greatest hits album. and then began to use the song as an introduction to her show, and she'd tell her audience..

"I know you all remember this one_My badboy wrote it for me!!"

 click here:   Diana sings Dirty Diana...

 3  Michael was sooooo in love with Di. He was like   a man possessed. He had a lg room in his home filled with photos, pics. paintings, date momentous etc. of Diana Ross.  He was so in love with her, he practically WORSHIPED her...

The Shrine  Room he has for Di  contained hundreds of candles burning to Diana Ross. Because  Some Obeah man had given him the stupid idea as a kid, that burning candles to your beloved, would keep her from ever leaving you. 

So he ALWAYS had candles burning to central pics of Diana. 

Pepsi officials talked about the Diana Ross, shrine room in 1986....

Pepsi officials talk...meeting at Michael's 1986

The rest of us began the tour with the room next the Michael's bedroom. The Diana Ross shrine. 

With convex ceilings, and white brick walls, it looked like a wine cellar, Except 

(( EVERY SQUARE INCH WAS COVERED IN PHOTOS /PICTURES OF DIANA ROSS !!)) 

FROM her earliest days with the Supremos and into the more  recent years...

ON THE SHELVES, TABLES AND FLOORS, THERE WERE HUNDREDS OF CANDLES THAT MICHAEL KEPT BURNING ALL DAY LONG!! -WE WERE SPEECHLESS!!

Pepsi officials, an evening with Michael Jackson.....

This SAME SCENE was replicated in the video, when Michael had the crowd hold up thousands of candles to his 'Diana" at the end. OBVIOUSLY the girl was WAAAYYYYY more than a groupie!!!

Exclusive pic; Diana Shrine rm. 

MJ tried to keep rm secret.!  He did NOT want public to know he was STILL DEEPLY IN LOVE with Diana Ross...

4. If you listen closely to the song, you will hear MJ yell Diana-Mama! Diana Mama! 

Diana Ross is the ONLY woman MJ has EVER called Mama! It was a sexual transfer of roles for them. The same way women often call their man, 

Daddy/ or Big Daddy!

MJ called Diana (Mama) in the following songs:

Tell me I'm not dreamin....

Leave me alone...

Working day and night...

Dirty Diana

I just can't stop loving you!

Diana then wrote a song for Michael called:

Come, Tell Mama!!  Because SHE KNEW Mama meant Her!!

5. Lastly, Put on headphones, and listen close.You will hear Michael scream out. DIANE! DIANE!

He is doing that to let DIANA KNOW he is DEFINITELY talking to her. You see, back in the day, Berry Gordy thought Diana was a much Classier/Sexier name than DIANE so he convinced Diane to chg it. 

That's why in 1976 Diane Ernestine Earl Ross became Diana E. Ross!! 

And THIS Song and MANY more are about Her...

 

                            *DIRTY DIANA* 

                     

     THE ORIGINS OF THE SONG AND THEIR STORY....

Part One...

People cannot understand why Michael would write this obviously unflattering song about the love of Michael's life. What they don't get, is that at the time of this song's release  Michael was expecting to MARRY DIANA! But she was too scared of public opinion.. So this is why he was so hurt and angry. DD was a REVENGE RANT. It was not a love or admiration song.. And it was NOT about Princess Di. 

MJ released DD in 1987, And MJ did not even meet Princess Di till July 18 1988! It was not about the Princess... 

  The Beginning....

In 1975.  Diana's then best friend. ( Producer Debra Chase) talked a/b being in the limo, going to the Mahogany premier with' Diana. She said Di told the driver to stop and pick up her date. Debra said she was wondered why her date didn't pick_ HER_up...But as they pulled into a private estate,, She KNEW why. She was shocked to see Diana's date. A young baby faced  kid with a huge smile as he gazed adoringly at Diana. He had not even noticed Debra. As he climbed in, Debra kept starring thinking it couldn't be! But it was. It was a baby faced, 17 year old Michael Jackson!! He got in and kissed Diana deeply in the mouth, before he spotted Debra and pulled back in surprise. Debra said she was floored because he was MICHAEL and he was only 17! But soon after this, they were all over Hollywood. hugging/ kissing/ holding hands.etc.  .Half the town of knew about them...Especially because MJ and Di often visited their 3 favorite hotels.

The Beverly hills Hotel:

The Serenade B/B   (MJ later bought this for Diana as a gift)

The Hard Rock hotel in Vegas( The hard

(The hard Rock later dedicated their fave suite to them because they were there so much!!)

Michael was on cloud 9 because he was dating the LOHL, At 19, she took his virginity. by 20, he was begging her to marry him. She finally agree in early 80s after they came back from a Liberian Vacation (They chose that venue because Diana has Liberian Roots, and still has family out there.. MJ loved to tease her about it...Also, It was in Liberia that Diana finally accepted his ring. MJ had been working on a new song. It was about Diana and he was going to call it Pyramid girl. (in keeping  with RTT theme)  But he was so happy and excited that Di took his ring, he renamed the song Liberian Girl   And added this Line: 

I'lll WAIT FOR THE DAY - WHEN YOU HAVE TO SAY (I DO! ) 

AND I'LL SMILE AND SAY IT TOO!! 

I LOVE YOU LIBERIAN GIRL!!! 

                                                    

He was soooo excited and elated at the prospect of having Diana, he couldn't wait to do it..

But when they got back to the states, He tried with all his might to pin her down on a wedding date, but Diana stalled and made excuses. Her fear was rearing it's head again... MJ was so frustrated and angry, he dedicated the song to Liz Taylor. He did this to piss Diana off because he knew she did not like Liz. Elizabeth found it hilarious because she also knew Diana did not like her...  They worked it out with Diana pouting because Mike dedicated the song to Liz. But he told her Everyone would know it wasn't about Liz so it didn't matter..

In  late 1984, They went  to tell his mother  that they were getting .married. Di was very nervous, and hoping for her blessing. But it didn't go well.  Katherine Jackson lost it! Her face was cold and resolute when she told Diana she was too old for her son, and she was Soiling him! It turned into a yelling match with Diana in tears and Michael furious! He stood, and told his mother, he was going to MARRY Diana with or without her blessing!

But his mom had other ideas. She immediately called some reporter friends and told them Diana was trying to marry her too young son. And she was too old for him. They agreed with her and told her they would take care of it. With that, they began to follow and harrass Diana everywhere she went. They called her cradle robber,, baby fucker, and slut. Di was distressed and upset. Michael kept telling her once they got married, everyone would accept it, and it would be ok. But she had cold feet, and told him she had to go on vaca alone to think. But while there, she met Arne, and ran off with him..

This is what Michael was talking about in several songs:

WHO IS IT..... 

She promised me forever and a day we'd live as one! 

 We made a vow of love forever true!! 

 Seems that she has left me for some reason                 unexplained I need to find the truth!

 But see what will I do??

 And she didn't leave a letter she just up and ran away! 

WII refers (Obviously) to losing Diana suddenly while engaged to her and awaiting marriage!  You can tell (Promised me forever and a day) refers to a Promise of MARRIAGE. He was talking about Diana promising repeatedly to marry him -then up and leaving without even leaving him a letter or anything! Worse even than losing her, MJ struggled for yrs to understand WHY? He kept asking what he had done wrong....

I'm so Blue ..... 

There you are as cold as ice, asking me to LOVE YOU - and AFTER BE YOUR FRIEND!!  

She told me she was giving me a lifetime of love forever, true. But she LEFT ME FOR ANOTHER  MAN, ..

 I CAN'T REVEAL- I'm holdin on!   

I  WANT YOU STILL TO LOVE ME _ 

I FEEL I AM  YOUR FOOL!!

ISB... refers to Diana doing the back and forth. Diana continued to sleep with Mike for Yrs thru her marriage and his( (faux marriage). But she would constantly tell other ppl, they were like family!!  Obviously wanting the public to think they had a (JUST GOOD FRIENDS) type relationship You see Mike speaks of her leaving him for another man and Him barely being able to hand on and feeling like a fool... Mike often spoke of being Diana's fool because he loved her soooo much it was hard for him to refuse her anything. So when she wanted to keep their relationship (IN THE CLOSET)  It was extremely difficult for him because it meant going against  EVERYTHING  he ever wanted in order to accommodate her...

BLUE GANGSTA.....  

YOU SAID YOU'D BE MY WIFE!!  

NOTHING BUT BIG LIES!!  

 People telling me -You got another guy!

Now I can never fall in love!  

Self explanatory, Mike was older/bolder/and colder. He was determined to tell the world that Diana had  been stringing  him along for yrs. while promising him someday, they would be OPENLY together and  she would MARRY him! Michael was angry and distraught at the lost years and failed dreams. Also he blamed Diana for not being able to fall OUT OF LOVE WITH HER and move on! 

To understand why, you have to know that DIANA was the one Pushing mike at other women!! She was the one who PICKED STEPHANIE MILLS and encouraged him to stay with Lisa ( for public Image only) when he desperately wanted out, and just wanted to get far away from Lisa..Not because Lisa  was such a bad person, but just because they were NOT compatible and he knew he it. I do believe Lisa loved him, but  HE DID NOT LOVE HER!!  And when Mike was asked several times if HE LOVED Lisa, not once did he EVER say Yes!! He kept saying he CARED & hoped they could be friends .MJ has always known his love was for Diana... 

Now to understand Why Diana, (who did indeed love him) would ever want him with other women.You have to realize that she was too scared to be with him  in the open, but she loved him, and refused to let another woman REALLY have him.. Diana is the one who made MJ take Emanuel Lewis on his dates with Brooke. She felt threatened by Brooke not only because Brooke was beautiful, but because she was  sweet, kind, classy and had a great personality. MJ was deeper that mere flesh. Diana knew He's find Brooke very appealing (far more so than Lisa. because Lisa had a very morose, needy, MOODY, sullen personality... Even Nic Cage described Lisa was the most Miserable person he'd ever known. Her pretty face was a plus, but her nasty vicious acrimonious personality is probably the reason she lacked longevity in most of her relationships..

 Anyway, Di knew Lisa was NO threat to her at all.  This is why Diana wanted MJ to -STAY WITH LISA  so Lisa could be her COVER GIRL>  while she secretly had Mike, and was with him whenever she wanted.  But she felt  Brooke WAS a possible threat, that's why she wasn't comfortable with Brooke dating HER Man, and that's why she demanded he take Manny to keep them from being alone together... This is also why she snatched him away from Stephanie Mills. Stephanie has a great personality and is very charming and soothing.. Mike began to like her TOO MUCH for Diana's taste, so she told MJ to cut it and dump steph now! He reluctantly did because Diana ALWAYS came first...

  So you  begin to see why MJ was putting out such large obvious clues. Because there was much he was being forced to hide by his spoiled, lovable, charming endless love- Diana

This is Part 1  to the beginning of their story,  We'll continue with part 2 in a few days..... thanks...

 Hey ladies. I was thinking of shutting this blog down because  I was tired of dealing with ppl who hate Diana and hate that MJ loved her sooooo much. But a good friend brought me back to my senses/ WHEW!

Thank God!. So we are back, and it's ON!! And Yes I will post at least once a wk, can't promise more than that, I have 2 businesses and I'm very busy. But I promise one, unless something extreme comes up....

So anyway, I know alot of ppl wonder {Sorry about the abbreviations: So used to using them it's hard to stop} But I know alot of ppl wonder about the Song         Break of Dawn,   They wonder who is it for and what is it about.  We are going to talk about it....

       THE REAL MEANING OF BOD!!

Break of dawn is about the time when Diana's girls were younger and she was concerned about them coming in her rm in the morning and catching Michael in her bed. Or worse, catch them in the act of making love. Me, I would have just gotten a really good lock, bc I would NOT be making his fine butt leave!  But Diana did. She insisted he leave very early in the morn, and that is why he would leave at the BREAK OF DAWN..

Di, was forcing MJ to keep their relationship IN THE CLOSET so the only way he could voice what was rly going on was to leak HUGE clues, hoping ppl were bright enough to pick up on them....

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( *FUN . FACT* :)

MJ  and Di used to walk central park/ Manhattan near a home MJ bought f/ her. (He bought her a total of 4 homes)  They'd  hold hands - walk/talk f/hrs.  Then go inside n make love all night. But he had to go before her girls woke in the morning

Because Diana did NOT want her girls to catch him in her Bed! Or worse, catch them making love...                                                    So she would make him leave @ THE BREAK OF DAWN!!!_*

That's why Break of Dawn -  matches  Remember the time:

*BOD*
I remember you and I  

*WALKING THRU THE PARK* AT NIGHT* ..

*HOLD MY HAND* 

feel the sweat,  Cause you got me nervous yet..

*I'll NEVER LET YOU GO!*  

Come here girl!!
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See how it matches    (*Remember the time)

*RTT* 
Do you remember  *US HOLDING HANDS*

into each other's eyes we'd stare..

Do you remember girl!!  

*IN THE PARK!!* *AFTER DARK!!*    

On the phone!! -You and me!..

 
And- girl, _I Love You So!   

*I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO!!!* 
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{ Notice Remember the time says:} 
*Every morning birds would sing!*

At the beginning of BOD, you can hear 
 * Birds 🐦 are Singing!!*

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Even  the MAGIC line = Diana. 

*Its this MAGIC in your eyes  and in my heart!*

MJ.. to (Ebony Mag. 80s, Being w/ Diana feels *like Magic!!*

MJ...Body/soul Mag; When We're together, - its just *Magic!*

Diana Ross @  ( 1984 AMAs )....   

Michael & I have shared. So many *MAGICAL Moments!*

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 MJ used Recurring lines   ( called  Tells)   to show that he was talking about Diana)   -The love of his life-

*BOD*_   ( Tell 1. )

*I DONT KNOW WHAT I'M GON DO,  /I CAN'T STOP LOVIN YOU!*  This is a line from  *IJCSLY*   

MJ wrote this, and many more songs for Diana. 

 This is also why he used the words:
(ALL MY LIFE BABY!!)  

Diana is the ONLY woman MJ was literally in love with all his life..
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 ( Tell 2 )

Its a  day  *A BRAND NEW DAY!!*

*LETS BOTH GO OUTSIDE  & / PLAY!!!*_

This is a Direct *reference to  (THE WIZ)   Where *He & Di run outside like little kids/ laughing /playing & holding hands..

And as they play they begin Singing 
(  A BRAND NEW DAY! ) 
(See here:)
https://youtu.be/EH0mQhp1q8o

BOD was 100% For DIANA ROSS...

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MJ.. "Diana & I talk thru song. Its our favorite form of communication... "

Diana and I are together, even when we're apart. And she knows I'll always love 💘 her..

"I've written lots of songs for Diana,. And we sing together in spirit . Our relationship goes on forever!...

_ MJ  talking to Ebony Mag, on Diana..

MJ... I sing these songs to/for  the most important woman in my life...  This is  exactly what he called Diana from 1978 till forever...

THIS is also why he said at 96 VMA (bckstage) That  Diana was his world.!  Because she absolutely was...

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MJ. Why he married Lisa _ or did he?

Well. this is a nutshell version of the MJ /Lisa relationship...

First, know that the insiders backing her all seem to have an agenda, trying to sell books or getting paid or whatever..
That's why her Stan's have to photo shop so many videos, because MJ had cut her completely out of his life by late 90s..


Here's a quick back story on them and then I will give u a place to find the proof..

MJ fought for yrs to marry Di, then fought for yrs trying to win her back from Arne... In the meantime, his camp kept telling him the homo rumors about him were out of control and he needed a wife! MJ brushed it off cuz he WAS seeing Di whenever she had time for him, but he loved, but resented having to be her side piece. When he was lauching MJJ records, A friend of his, Brett Livingston told him he a perfect girl for his label. He said she was young and beautiful, and her NAME was a marketing dream!! When MJ asked who, he told him Lisa. MJ said to get her tape, but Lisa insisted on meeting him. So Brett arranged it at his house. ( this is lie 1 when Lisa claimed MJ insisted on meeting _HER_.
Lisa was married to Danny at the time, but of course she didn't let that stop her. Brett said she  ( like most ppl) was captivated by MJ's charisma, and magnetism. Brett said she began calling him constantly trying to get back to MJ. He said shortly after was her Body and when he told MJ, he said to get her somethg. Brett got her a picture and told her if was from MJ She went crazy with happiness, and began calling MJ nonstop offering friendship and a listening ear. This is the time if the 1st allegations, and He was horrified and vulnerable. This is also lie 2 where Lisa claimed he was calling her all the time but both Brett and MJ said it was her, and MJ even told that to Ebony Mag..in the Michael/Lisa issue..

He thought he could trust her. And he was desperately looking for trust because so many ppl are so fake in show biz.  He said during their convos she would cry at the lies the press was spewing Then she began telling him if he wete her husband they would never dare say the things they were saying. That he would finally have PROTECTION from the lying press. He took the bait. He asked her on the phone " If I were to ask u to marry me, what would u say? She quickly said yes. I don't think she realized he meant as a FAVOR, not as a REAL wife. She divorced danny and went to DR to marry MJ.

Now the wedding should have been a serious clue
To her. He had no fily present. A cheap tacky motel room, no flowers, no decorations, no planning or even rice! The man who married them was Hugo Alvarez, he was a justice of the peace who was ONLY authorized to marry ppl in le Vega ,( his hometown) MJ paid him to come nearly 5 yrs away, and marry them in Casa , yet sign the certificate LA. Vega!  ( which auto _voids marriage of course)

This is Hugo Alvarez's acct ,( u can Google for confirmation)
Alvarez,, " He stared at the floor. He looked lost. He kept looking so sad, my assistant and I kept pulling him aside, asking if he was OK.
When I pronounced them, he acted like he didnt want to kiss her. She had to grab his face, and kiss him.  There was no laughter, no smiles, no happiness. I felt like I'd just performed a funeral!".

Those are his words... Cont..

Who is it, What did it mean?.....

MJ looking too beautiful for words...

                

What was the meaning behind  WII? I will give you guys MY interpretation, and I would love to hear yours..This is what I get from it, since I do know a lot about MJ...

Can you guess the meaning behind this video? I can tell you my take...  (Who is it) It's figurative-not literal. It's like a dream. Michael was a genius, who thought on a much higher level than most ppl can even imagine.     

He almost never thought on a literal level. So it's not about a prostitute at all.  It's about the real life woman he was in love with forever -Diana Ross. that's why her name is on the card. The male card, Alex represents the man she left MJ for -Arne.  And  just like the song says, MJ gave her everything. He bought Diana everything from diamonds, furs, trips, to houses. And just like the song says, when she left him for Arne she did not leave a letter, or let him know-she just up and left...  Most of his songs are about her. She was the LOHL, and he practically worshipped the ground she walked on.. He called her the most important woman in his life, and 'the Goddess', another name he sometimes called her was heartbeat, because he said his heart only beat for her... I guess you can tell he was a man desperately in love...In this depiction he shows her as a victim of the industry. She thinks she's free because she gets all this money and gifts, but she's not even free to be with the man she loves! She's LIKE A HIGH PRICED CALL GIRL.  Rich, beautiful, but Controlled!  (Notice the face always popping up? -That's big brother watching! )MJ felt that the industry KEPT Diana Ross from marrying him (they did this by threats to her career) because he pissed off some very powerful ppl with his awareness songs, and efforts to bring races together, protect the poor, and  speak out against corruption and the like...He wanted to make the world a better place. He was a visionary...like JFK< and MLK... But I'm sure you're aware that Some ppl in high places do not want harmony and peace, they make millions off strife, distress and suffering. (not to mention ignorance) So he was warned to shut up, when he would not do it, they began to try to destroy him. They spread lies about him, they smeared him, and maligned him but  Keeping Diana from marrying him, was what hurt him the most. this is why he said: "This isn't justice, Oh whoa is me! I pray this punishment would have mercy on me!"

 He was talking about the loss of Diana. Notice he also says: "Somebody hurt my soul!"  Jermaine also talks about the time after Diana married Arne instead of MJ. He said Michael talked about feeling like his soul was being ripped out of his body!!  Diana was everything to him, and they knew it...  He felt the media, and the industry (shown as the evil pimps) used her as a pawn and basically ''GAVE ' her to another man to hurt him. 

The symbolism behind showing her with all the men (like a call girl) was like them saying 'We'll give her to every man in town before we allow YOU to have her!!"  In the end notice although the girl is crying she STILL goes back to the only life she knows....And that's exactly what DIana did...

Love for you guys to give your take on this....
What do you all think??? 
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Happy Birthday king!!! And the REAL reason MJ left the JW, and His group....

Happy Birthday to the king!!!

His brother ,gave an interview years ago and said that MJ was having trouble with the JW because they had a  problem with his {relationship_ and that's the word he used} with Diana. Being that she was a divorcee. Yes, he also butted heads about thriller everyone knows that, and that he used the disclaimer to get around it, but the REAL issue with them, definitely seems to be Diana. And she appears to be the reason he ended up leaving. (that was covered up_ and you have to research to find it, but you'll find that the JW were sending him mail and telling him to stay away from her, and using the word 'tainted' when describing her!  So this seems to be  the reason he left the J5 and went solo! Diana told him she found Solo artists much much sexier than lead singers! MJ left his group  practically that same week!!   You will find when you begin to study him that most of his actions revolved around her! She was the LOHL, and he made her central to everything.

He would get her advice before career moves, he would have her ok contracts and agreements, he would arrange his sched so he could see her as much as possible. She was his everything! MJ was madly in love with di since he was a young boy, and he had been dreaming of marrying her for years! If you read his mother's book, she talks about what a hard time she had keeping him away from Diana, and how he began calling her his girlfriend and later his wife! His mom said she just thought it was an innocent crush, but it grew stronger and stronger to the point, she realized he really was in love with Diana and she yanked him from her home  (Diana was mentoring him for Motown) She hoped that would stop it, but he told his mom, he would " get big" and come back and marry Diana, and no one could stop him!  He spent years attempting to so just that. Di was the LOVE OF HIS LIFE! and that's why he called her " THE ONE" and " the most important woman in my life"  He called her that so much many mags began to call her that! Yes, she was like a mother to him at one point in his life 12-15 but even then he was in love with her, later she was like a good friend/confidante but he was still in love with her, and began letting her know around this time..  later still they began to date. They had their first date when he was 17, and 2 yrs later she took his virginity.

Yes, he felt a lot of guilt (that's what he was talking about in superfly sister, and ICLHGA , when he said 'I tried so hard to love you, some things take time and SHAME' ... He was ashamed because they were not married but he could not resist her. he goes on to say ' I PLAYED THE FOOL FOR YOU, I BROKE THE RULES FOR YOU!  JUST SAY IT AND I'LL DO IT, _ JUST MAKE THIS DREAM COME TRUE!!!   The rule he talked about was the sex before marriage rule. He felt guilty but he broke it again and again... But this is probably why he began to pressure her so hard to marry him in the early 80s. The dream he was referring to, was to marry Diana in Switzerland. that' had been his dream for years. He was head over heels for her, but she was being harassed by the media ( who KNEW about their relationship and even knew their favorite hotels{ BHH Bev Hills Hotel}, and the {HRH Hard Rock Hotel} In fact, they went to he HRH so often (under assumed names) that the hotel dedicated and decorated a suite just to them! And called it the MJ/Di suite! This is how his mama found out they were together.. So at one point she WAS like a mother to him when he was a kid, later she was a confidante/friend and later she was his lover/love of his life. This is why in MW. he says " Diana Ross is my mother/sister/LOVER  all rolled together in one incredible person! She ticked all those boxes in his life, at different points but ultimately she was the love of his life and the one he fought for year  after year to marry. He said many times how much he wanted to marry her, and how much he loved her, but ppl were not comfortable with it, so they ignored him...

It's long been believed that the reason MJ left the JW's was the disagreements over his music.
And this was certainly a factor, but not the only one, or even the most significant one.
There was definitely tension between MJ and JW's  over Diana Ross ( his main squeeze)
Diana hinted about this in her Memoirs, and in the 80s, there were a few articles about this...

Is Evan Ross the Son of Michael and Diana??

IS HE MICHAEL'S SON???

Did these 2 obviously in love ppl make the young man below? hmmmm....

Diana, looking at her son with Obvious love and pride...I'll bet she's a phenomenal mother.... 

Evan Definitely looks like MJ, no one can deny that......

There has been speculation in the melanated aboriginal  community for YEARS about the paternity of Evan Ross.
Many ppl think he could possibly be Michael Jackson's son. Now we are all aware ( or most of us are aware) that MJ was not the choir boy some ppl believed him to be, and that he and Diana Ross, (the LOHL) were able to carry on an affair right in plain sight due to the refusal of many to see their relationship as anything but maternal.  But is it possible that he had a son with the woman of his dreams? Is it possible that the GOD SON of Michael Jackson is actually another SON of Michael Jackson?

A little back story on the king.....

Well, anything is possible. We do know that Evan is quite light, and definitely looks somewhat biracial. However, we also know that the king has some admixture in him. His father Joe, is the child of full Native American man  (Samuel Jackson) and a half white woman named Crystal King.

Michael already has some admixture which could easily explain Evan's appearance, however, Evan tends to look like Diana's deceased  husband. I certainly understand ppl who claim he looks just like MJ, because at scant bits of time he indeed does. It seems like MJ is very much a part of him, and I know that they were very close. Evan has said on several occasions, that 'he knew how much MJ loved him'. I would definitely agree, MJ loved him a lot, and it was pretty evident to see.

What's not so obvious, is whether Evan is his son or just his God Son. I do know that there was a letter Evan was sending to MJ in which he crossed out Dad, and wrote God father. I will see if I can find and include it. I also know that Evan did a interview with a reporter in which he expressed confusion as to whether MJ was his father or not, I will also include that. As for my personal feelings. 

I think MJ loved Evan and that love came through loud and clear. I think Evan also loved his father oops I mean Michael, and began to emulate him. Also, it should be noted that there is a phenomenon known in psychology whereby ppl who are really close begin to resemble each other. This has even been known to happen to ppl close to pets! But In any event, I've included some of the most salient pics of MJ and Ross, you be the judge....

Evan, interview about MJ, is Michael his daddy?

There is an interview with Evan, and it was supposed to be about how close he was to Michael and how much of a great influence Michael was on him and how he was like a 2nd father to him.

So Evan is talking on an on to a young reporter, rambling on about how much he loved MJ and how good he was to him, and how MJ loved him like a son. He slowly realizes the reporter is staring at him HARD. It was VERY obvious the reporter was wondering if Evan was MJ's son.

Evan looked at him, stopped talking, and said:

"He's not my father!"

Then he thought a second, and said

"Well........I dont' think he is!"

Evan himself was UNSURE!!

That's because he saw alot that went on between his mother and MJ. He KNEW they were getting it on, and HE KNEW IT WAS  POSSIBLE MJ WAS his father...

So is he?  Honey, I don't know.  All I know for sure is that Michael loved Diana more than ANYTHING and I strongly suspect, MJ must have known there was a STRONG possibility, that Evan was his, and that explains why he loved Evan so much, and treated him so well. 

Notice, MJ NEVER took the interest in Evan's brother he took in him. He never spent tremendous amts of time, money and energy on Ross, that he spent on Evan. He KNEW Ross was NOT his, but  (JMO) I think,  he strongly believed Evan WAS...

I still have NO IDEA because I always thought Evan looked like BOTH MJ and ARNE to me, so no idea....

But would love to hear your thoughts....