Tuesday, March 19, 2024

Michael and Di, the illicit love that drives haters crazy!!!


 MJ: In love with Diana from begin'g to Forever, Just as he always said he would ...
     MJ and Di @ 1994 Clinton Inaug.
     He also took her to the 1997 one also..
        MJ:  LoveπŸ’˜  Msg to Diana on Ultimate Cd. Nov. 2004
           He said   To Diana,  I πŸ’˜  U in the early yrs. 
           I πŸ’˜ U EVEN  MORE NOW!!               
    
 Michael @ 1997 R/R Hall of Fame 
         Beckoning Diana to him, Then announcing, she's his fave person in the πŸŒ & he's crazy for her        

Time to address the in the room. Jealous hating Bitches who hate to see POC in love!


The primary reason Diana never married MJ.(despite Promising him for yrs, and taking 2 rings) (I'm sure you've all guessed,) is because she could not handle the snide, and snarky remarks made by the  media,/ his snarky female fans, /and his mom. Also she couldn't seem to find respite anywhere from MJ's rude, judgmental, jealous, acrimonious, and often Mono racist, female fans. 

People don't know how nasty many women were to Diana over MJ loving her so deeply... *Esp. WW fans* 

It's very weird to me that we WOC for the most part have absolutely NO problem with WW being loved and adored by their men. (I think ALL women should be)  But some of y'all have a serious problem when it comes to US being loved and adored by ANY MAN!! WTF!

 Case in pt. Tim Mcgraw and his lovely wife Faith Hill. Beautiful couple. Many of us WOC bask in their love (I know I certainly do!) They are a perfect picture of Soulmate type love that most of us dream about.  Sometimes seeing the love between them makes me cry because it's so beautiful...  I love that they love each other Sooooo much. 

Another exp. that comes to mind is Dolly Pardon and her hubby who she describes it as:  " I'm Married to my best friend!"  (So cute!)... A beautiful lifelong love, that All women deserve..

My point though, is that most   WOC have no problem with WW being loved, pampered and adored by your men, but Many WW don't share that sentiment, and have a serious problem seeing WOC  being loved and adored by Anyone!!!  Ofc Not all, but I notice the majority of nasty, belittling, mean spirited remarks, come from WW when they see WOC loved and adored!! I don't get that...

 Also, I notice, WW often claim ( almost desperately) that MJ and Di never had sex! WTF! Of course they did!! They were having so much sex, 

Diana's sister Rita talked yrs ago about MJ wearing Diana out so badly  on her modeling set, they had to give her oxygen! and she said that wasn't the first time!..
 She'd go off to lunch with MJ, things would get amorous, and she'd be so worn out, when she got back, they had to oxygenate her... 

And Diana's best friends, Lola Falana, Melba Moore, Debra chase..etc have said for yrs they (Mike and Di) would go off to the private Isl. MJ bought her in the 80s to be 'Alone' 

 I always wonder what the hell do some idiots think they were doing? "Playing cards?" 
They were doing what they ALWAYS did behind closed doors. Laughing, loving, kissing, touching, licking, sucking, etc. They were 'Enjoying each other' to the fullest, and reveling in their love! 

What's the big deal about that?  It's so ridiculous that some fools can't handle the thought of (Michael Fucking- the love of his life because she didn't look like THEM!!) Well, Neither did Michael, Did They miss that Memo?? 

It's also very odd, that no matter how many times, Michael spoke of loving Diana, and wanting to be with her forever, Jealous women will claim he got over her, or he was done with her, or he didn't love her like "THAT" or etc. They just can't handle Truth if it interferes with their silly fantasies...

Truth is:   Diana was the absolute LOVE OF HIS LIFE!! Whether the WORLD likes it or not. it is what it is...

MICHAEL SAID  over and over Diana was his Everything...  
But these liars will even discount even what MICHAEL says, in order to keep up the pretence... They even try to act as if he didn't know his own damn mind!!! Ridiculous!  MJ was smart as hell... 

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The following lady, Lying Lemonhead, as many ppl call her, demonstrates exactly what I'm talking about... 
She claims to be a Social wker, who KNOWS MJ in and out, even though she has not bothered to research him at all! Listen to all the pathetic Lies and JEALOUSY in lemonhead's  post. 

She's so arrogant she even thinks she can dismiss what People who knew him for YEARS, are saying!! She even thinks she knows better than his family!!! Unbelievable! 
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Listen to all the LIES this jealous, lying lemonhead woman spews.... It's actually pretty sad that she NEEDS to lie so much...

By Ms Lemonhead, an alleged lic. Social worker( specializing in abused children... I DO NOT ANSWER THESE TYPES QUESTIONS - but I would presume yes he was at some point during his life, he never has or would have shared such offensive information with me.
Michael and his 4 older brothers lived with Diana Ross from 1969 until 1971 (a little over a year), until the Jackson family moved to California. During this time Diana Ross was the temporary guardian of the boys. 

Diana was a mother figure and protective. Michael who was 11 yrs old became smitten with Diana because of her nurturing, protectiveness, sex appeal, femininity, openness, and nonjudgemental demeanor all the things Michael felt he was lacking due to his father controlling and overbearing ways. One of the things that sealed the deal was when Diana witnessed Joseph Jackson's abusive behavior she stepped in to protect Michael and physically threaten Joseph, which is the only time someone stood up to Joseph for Michael (at that point). 


Michael saw Diana as an attractive sexy mother figure which is confusing for a young boy but normal usually with teachers. 

However, Berry Gordy thought about how to capitalize on the situation since Michael was a huge star and Diana was aging, Berry Gordy fan the fire to the rumor love affair to insinuate Diana still have what it takes to attract younger men even the most famous of them all, for Michael it wasn't a game. 

Eventually, Diana let Michael know it would never happen to the two of them and it had just been a cute joke. Michael felt hurt and betrayed especially since Diana had accepted several expensive gifts from Michael including a ring that she wore. 

Diana also behaved like a jealous lover when Michael publicly was on a date, so she didn’t see what she was doing as wrong, selfish, and hurtful only Diana can answer. Michael eventually got over the hurt and public humiliation and moved on. 

By 1987 MJ was over Diana Ross and true to MJ's personality when he's done, there's no changing his mind or going back. 
The Diana Ross story and narrative have grown legs and have blown way out of control. Yes, Michael Jackson had a crush on Diana Ross; but NO THEY WERE NOT SEXUALLY ACTIVE WITH EACH OTHER

Diana Ross looked at Michael Jackson like a kid, a little brother. Michael wasn't Diana Ross type of man she was attracted to, to be frank. Diana Ross didn't want children with another black man, the one she had wasn't planned. Diana wasn't attracted to young men, mild manner men, and Diana wanted a rich, very rich man. By the time Michael made a lot of money, after Thriller in 1984, Diana had already had her eye's on a multimillionaire who she still considers to be the love of her life. 

Diana Ross and Michael Jackson were similar to Michael Jackson and Elizabeth Taylor's relationship; except Diana sent mix-messages. Besides if Michael and Diana got into a relationship that would have been an issue for Berry Gordy. 

Diana was signed to Motown up until 1981 but resigned in 1989.I chose to believe it was unintentional but regardless, Diana did accept, ask and insinuate that she wanted certain gifts, and because of Michael's attraction and his belief that they were moving towards a relationship he purchased a lot of gifts for Diana; including houses, cars, jewelry, etc. Diana is a huge flirt and loved the attention of men, she's very jealous and possessive. The issue is Michael misread Diana’s feelings. It's debatable if Diana knew she was sending mixed messages. 

But there was NO SEX. Diana was never attracted to Michael Jackson that way. She was also friends with Katherine Jackson who would have never allowed a relationship, Katherine would have beaten Diana Ross down. Diana Ross was and is attracted to caucasian older men who are rich, famous, and have power. Michael's mild manner and good boy image and strict religious practice were not attractive to the aggressive dominant Diana Ross who wanted caucasian men just as aggressive. 

Regardless, of the P. Diddy story (that only came out after Michael's death), either Michael lied or Diddy lied because it didn't happen. Besides Michael was a private person and Diddy was friendly but only an associate, not a friend; why would Michael confide in Diddy? Michael referred to Diana as his “mother, lover, and sister all rolled into one.” Metaphorically speaking, 

Diana isn't Michael’s mother or sister and she wasn't his lover: it's how he saw her in his head and how he treated her at the time. Stop reading things into stories that don't exist. Tabloids want money and sex sells. Michael also push that story about Diana Ross, to keep the paparazzi from paying attention to the relationships he was having.

 If anyone listens to the Glenda and Rabbi Shmuley Boteach tapes they will hear in Michael’s own words that he doesn't find old attractive. When Michael was crushing on Diana he was 27 -year-old and Diana was 41 years old; by the time Michael turned 29 years old, he has not attracted anymore to Diana and only mentioned her in the past tense. Even in the Glenda tapes, which were recorded from 1990-1991.

 It's clear, he says he got over his crush on Diana Ross which was nothing more than a crush. The shrine (that picture only popped up after MJ's death) is something taken out of context. That was in the family's home in Hayvenhurst, that's not MJ's Neverland Ranch. First, If that was Neverland Ranch think about it Oprah Winfrey would have surely mentioned it during her interview when she mentioned she walked around MJ's entire house looking for an oxygen chamber or elephant man bones. In Neverland Ranch there were no Diana Ross pictures it was an outrageous large picture of Elizabeth Taylor that was autographed by MJ. 

Michael Jackson's reason behind leaving his children to Diana was that out of all the women MJ had met in his life, including Elizabeth Taylor he saw Diana Ross as having the understanding and ability to raise high-profile children. Diana Ross had stood up to Joseph Jackson on Michael's behavior, and Diana was a momma bear over her cubs. Michael knew that the children would be protected and safe.

 When the issue, if Paris had a public disagreement with members of the Jackson family, not one person came to protect and standby for Paris but Diana made it clear to everyone don't bother Paris again. That's exactly what MJ wanted he knew the paparazzi weren't going to leave his children alone. At the time he wrote the Will he wasn't in a “PUBLIC” relationship and if he left his children with someone close to him and the children who were a non-celebrity that person's identity would be made public and they would be subject to constant harassment from paparazzi. 

Grace Rwaramba was an obsessed employee who developed romantic interests in MJ which were not reciprocated. Diana has always been in a public relationship (although she's private), so when could she date Michael?


So let's just address SOME of these lies.... Because there are a TON of them...

1. She starts out saying, she does not answer these types of questions, then goes on to spew a page full of Lies

2. She said MJ and his brothers lived with Di over a yr. Except Ms Jackson in her book (My fam 1990) clearly says, she removed MJ after a few months because she worried he was overly attracted to Diana, and being inappropriate..

3. She claimed Di was a temp quardian of  MJ and his brothers, but Ms J. made it clear she would NEVER have given over guardianship of her children...

4. Lying Lemonhead, said Diana confronted Joe aggressively.  - Never happened. Diana and Joe did not like each other and Diana was afraid of him, which is why she avoided him, She never confronted him at all..πŸ˜„ 

5. She also claimed Berry set MJ up to act in 🀣 with Diana!  So I guess he decided to keep Pretending to be in πŸ’˜  with her the rest of his life huh !!! Too funny!!! πŸ˜‚  πŸ˜…   πŸ€£!! 



This woman is such a  LIAR!! and Obviously very Jealous and bitter that the Love of his Life was NOT who she wanted it to be!!
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These are her biggest Lies, I highlighted them bc jealous fans like her, often use these/or similar lies to these...

She claims in 1987, MJ was completely done with Diana,  and nothing could change his mind!! OMG - Too funny!! 
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Here is a List of a few events
(after 87)  proving this Lady is off her rocker.... 

So Lets do a few events from 90s, I won't go overboard, but just a few, to prove the point....

If anything, MJ'sπŸ’˜ for Diana, ramped UP after 1987!!  See below:  

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1990:  Ms Jackson's book
(My family) comes out, 

Ms Jackson talks about how MJ has ALWAYS loved Diana, and how he would tell his sisters they were not pretty because they looked nothing like her.. He'd get in trouble, and keep doing it.. She also talked a/b him fighting his brother's if they even looked at Diana... Ms Jackson makes it VERY clear, Diana is the LOHL (DUH)...  

1990. Diana is MJ's date for AMAs. Not only is he glued to her all evening, but tells reporters, she's the most important thing in his life.. 

1991. MJ has publicity date with Madonna (Rec Co request) he ignores Maddy, and pulls Diana into his lap. He hugs and kisses her all eve, as if SHE were his date. People Mag wrote a scathing report a/b how rude he was to Madonna.. 

1992.  MJ dedicates Come together and RTT to Diana, and reminds her on Cd, that he loves her... 

1992. Night at the Apollo, Diana is his date, and he's hugging, kissing her, and holding on, like she's going to run away...lol.. 

June 27, 1992.  
MJ does Dangerous tour and oo la la! who does he take with him? Same woman he ALWAYS took on tour, *and anywhere he could.*  Diana. And not only did he whine / & dine her, and shower her with gifts, but she had a priv section (as always)  A  private maid, and  he chg'd to a most expensive hotel to keep her happy... 


March 1993. 
WII comes out, and MJ hinted to UK news it was about Diana. But that's OBVIOUS, because:  

1. He used her name, and a name very close to man she left him for (Arne)

2. Girl chg'd clothes alot  (a trademark Diana is known for)

3. The video girl goes to the house and father (JOE) tells her to go away. ( Well in RL, Diana went to Havenhurst looking for MJ after her honey moon, and Real Life Joe told her to go to hell! ... (This is what LMA) was about... 

4. He used Pic from ITC another song a/b Diana, as a Hint to ppl that WII was also about her...And BTW, DIANA was the one forcing him to (Keep it in the closet) bc, she was worried about public opinion... (ITC was MJ beg'g Di to stop Hiding their relationship)...

5. He said, she didn't leave a letter she just up and walked away - That's exactly what Di did, and MANY of MJ's songs kept asking Why over and over again, Why she left him, what did he do wrong,  How could he get her back, etc... You get the picture,  WII, ITC, GITM, and a TON more songs were for her...In fact, MJ said MOST of them were for her...
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In fact, this is what MJ told Ebony Mag, when they asked  Who his πŸ’˜ songs were for.. 

MJ said, .. I've written lots of songs for Diana and she knows I'll always LOVE HER.. 

MJ.... Diana and I TALK thru  SONG. It's our favorite mode of communication! We love to talk to each other that way... 

Diana and I sing in spirit. We are  ALWAYS together even when we're apart.. We are FOREVER!....

In 1993, @ Motwn show,  Rep'ts asked MJ who he wrote all those love songs for? 

- He said:  "I write these songs to and For the most imp't woman in my life! (exactly what he's been calling Di since 1979!)
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Back to dates: 

Jan 1993. MJ took Di to Clinton inauguration. They had a fantastic evening and flew off together when it was over...

He also took her to the Clinton Inauguration of 1997!

1993. MJ does Oprah Interview and low key lets it be known that DIANA was the one who quenched his fire! And also roundabout admitted the song GITM was a/b Diana. He tried to down play, saying He always had a crush on her, but it was obvious, he was VERY in love with Diana, Just as he's admitted many times.. And every time he mentioned her he lit up like a Xmas globe...

1993. Grammy Legend awds
MJ looks out, and says: "I just wanna say to Diana Ross, that I love you..."

1995. Beth Israel Hospital.
MJ is there in ICU and is very ill. Lisa tries to visit him, but Diana has called, and is on her way.  MJ has Lisa thrown OUT of his room, and barred from coming back, so that he didn't have to worry about her upsetting Diana.  Lisa storms off and Di comes. Staff said the moment he saw her, (even very ill,) he broke into a big smile, and reached for her. They said he was so happy to see her, his vitals began to regulate, and he immed began to improve!  Di closed the door, and stayed w/him. They hugged & kissed a long time, and when Di left, The The nurses were shocked at  how much better he looked. They were so shocked, they took pictures! 


1995. History album, 
Love Msg πŸ’˜ and Pic on history booklet to Diana, Telling her that all his love is for her, and that he loves HER ...   *While he was sup'd to be w/ Lmp!!! 


And this is the last expl. because I think I've proved the point...

1996. VMA, show, bckstg Reporters are asking MJ about how he feels seeing Diana, He tells them: "It's Wonderful! She's my whole world! I love her endlessly!!

This is the same show, where Diana sat in his lap and left him mesmerized and floating on a cloud of love and happiness...


1997. Rock and Roll HOF, where MJ is in the back holding diana's hand, and when he comes to the podium, he gestures for her to come and announces that she's his favorite person in the world, and that he's Crazy about her... 


I could go on, but you all get the point. This woman KNEW she was lying, and KNEW MJ never stopped loving or wanting Diana. That's her own jealousy and insecurity talking...


She also claimed Oprah looked all over MJ's home during the interv, and saw no pictures of Diana! More lies. Oprah was ONLY able to take her fat ass where MJ ALLOWED her to go!! She NEVER had free reign  of His home, or permission to go look for Anything! 


But his brother Jermaine has spoken of the many Pics of Diana, and even talked about him taking pics of Diana WITH HIM everywhere he went, and of course y'all know he had 100s of pictures of her in his shrine, as well as a media rm with Pics of all his favorite ppl.

By the way, Here is Jermaine showing 1 of the 3 media RMS.  See sev'l pics of DIANA on Walls!!

Media Rm 1 w/ pics of Di

 REPORTERS said there were so many of Diana, it looked like she LIVED THERE!. 

Few of MJ's fave Pics of 'His baby' Many are so Erotic, they're NOT postable! 
Diana ( @ her concert )  showing off some of Michael's favorite  pictures of her.. Clearly, he def. prefered  soft, vulnerable, sexy, half- naked pictures of  his baby...


MJ also painted many pics of Diana clothed and NUDE.  I put a few tamer ones here. But believe me, Some are Wayyy too much to post! ...Lets just say  MJ was VERY familiar with Diana's body, Both IN and OUT...lol!

 He spent MANY nights wrapped around her, stroking her long, and deeply, till (The Break of Dawn) when he had to go bc Did not want her kids to catch him in her bed...

But can you HEAR the racism, and jealousy emanating from this woman?? 


She also claimed he felt the same way about Di as he did about Liz. Now he def loved Liz but there was NO sexual component to it. He loved Liz as a good friend. That's why he let Liz have her wedding at NVLD, and was her BEST MAN!!  


He HAPPILY walked Liz down the Isle, and gave her ass away to Larry Fortensky!!  Yet when Diana ran off with Arne, after promising to Marry MJ, He nearly had a break down, and spent Years in therapy!! Liz was a great FRIEND, Diana was the LOHL!!


She also claimed MJ did not like Older women. Except he had porn from women as young as 18 to almost 60!! He had plenty of Mags called  ( Sexy 50+)  which is a Porn mag of women over 50. He also gave an interview to Ebony in 1980s about Diana being older: 

See Below:


MJ to Ebony Mag 1984

Eb... Any black ladies in your life? 

MJ... Sure, but u wouldn't take me seriously

Eb... Try me

MJ... Ok.. It's Diana Ross! I love her!!

Eb... You mean like a big sister right?

MJ... NO! ... I told you, you wouldn't take me seriously!

Eb.. You mean... Like you love Diana Ross? Like You want to MARRY her???

MJ... YES. That's what I mean.

Eb.... But... she's so much older than you!

MJ... So what! what does age have to do with it? How old would you be, if you didn't know how old you were?? 

You can see, once again, Lemonhead is a damn Liar!

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Lemonhead also asked WHEN did Di have time to date MJ? Stupid question, while she was putting a PUBLIC image in ppl's mind, she was sneaking off on the DL with MJ all over the place!  Many times, they were at the private Island MJ bought her in the Bahamas, or at her Villa in France, or at the B/B they loved to frequent. This bitch just needs to get over her jealousy. 


Diana was smug because she figured People were too stupid to figure it out. And maybe she was right, if this Idiot believes her own lies.... She's probably a Lisa Stan, they REALLY HATE the truth...What do you all think? Can you hear the jealousy? and am I being over sensitive, and imagining the racism? or do you hear it too? Let me know....



13 comments:

Taylor Sara said...


Wow. the nightmare goes on, I lost ALL the comments trying to get the post back up....
This sucks so bad....

Meme said...


I have to say, I love this post. Sorry you had such a hard time, and had to do a rewrite but thank you for all that hard work because I love this post. So informative and authentic. Thanks much, ....

Taylor Sara said...


Hey ladies, if you asked me s'thg and I didn't answer. I apologize, I lost ALL the comments on this post when it deleted and I had to start fresh. so sorry about that....

Anonymous said...

Absolutely beautiful! Diana is the love of MJ’s life and people can’t take it. They’re so wrapped up around age difference but there’s so many couples with bigger age differences.

MJ was definitely wearing her out and I’m sure Diana taught him some things to being that she’s the older more seasoned one out of
The two.

heidi said...


ok, so if he was so in love with Diana, why was he talking about switzerland after he marry Lisa? Sounds like switzerland was about lisa if you ask me....

Taylor Sara said...

Uh... Heidi hon. Switzerland was for diana. he's mentioned several times wanting to go there and marry her. It;s even in a couple articles. Had nothing to do with Lisa at all..

Anonymous said...

Can you do a breakdown on MJ’s leave me alone being about Diana?

Taylor Sara said...

yes. that's actually a good next topic bc alot of ppl don't understand why he was saying that to her...

Anonymous said...

Half the bad album is about Diana

Taylor Sara said...

you're right Anon..

Bad has 8 songs. These 4 are for Diana...

LG, IJCSLY/JGF/ TWYMMF.

That's why his mom said he was too in love...

Anonymous said...

Not even just bad but dangerous and invincible as well. He was so called marry to Lisa and ain’t right not ONE song about her. Obviously Diana always had a place in MJ’s heart and I believe if Diana would’ve married MJ she would’ve been an happy woman

Taylor Sara said...

Yeah, sadly he dogged Lisa. That's the truth. throwing her from the hospital, so DI could come.. Dumping her off tour, so he could pick up Di and her kids. calling her too fat when Diana was skinny and too skinny when Diana was thick. Telling sev interviewers He loved Diana,but refusing to say anything like that about her! He dogged her...

Anonymous said...

Why did Diana want To Be MJ’s manager?