Was Don't walk away written for Lisa??

Even in these pics a layperson can see the difference.

Top: GENUINE. You can see by the look in his gorgeous eyes, he loves her to pieces! The way he holds her like she's a precious jewel. Like she means the world to him (And MJ admitted that Diana  did indeed mean the World to him). He can't even hide how much she means to him. His whole being is alive, and drawn to, her..

Now look below, He is POSING for the camera NOT thinking about Lisa at all.  In 2 and 3 His lips are closed tighter than a vault in Ft Knox! It's STAGED  Just like GM said it was.

In Pic 4 you can see some Genuine affection, but not much else.  

He certainly cared about Lisa, but the great love her fans dream of is for the woman on TOP, it was never for Lisa.... 

Short answer - NO< Of course not.

Long answer-  It's more complicated than that....

Don't walk away song here.

Don't walk away.....

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Seeing what's actually there....

 Alot of Lisa Stans want desperately to believe Mike wrote songs about her, and loved her very much. They get extremely angry when you present evidence to the contrary. But I just believe in keeping it real. Besides, all that photo shop they do, should let them know what's up. That is if MJ getting another woman prego 3 mos after faux vows, refusing to LIVE with Lisa, ignoring her till she cried to his Mama, didn't tell them...

He WAS attracted to Lisa, so what went wrong?

MJ cared for her, and at first seemed very attracted to her.  She was a very pretty woman, and was very interesting. And of course, her last name made her even MORE interesting. At first they were good friends, and MJ  told Ebony, he was touched by the way she would cry at how the press treated him, and how she always called to check on him. He said she called constantly, and would get upset if she couldn't reach him.  ( though, later on, Lisa claimed HE was the one calling her constantly- Ofc, she lied bc she was very prideful )  

MJ seemed to feel, at that time, that she was on his side, and was someone he could count/depend on. Someone, who would have his back.  SADLY< HE WAS WRONG!!...

Lisa later, became something of a nightmare  to Mike, when he tried to end things, she trashed him endlessly, for over a DECADE!! Let that sink in!! She made mocking jokes of him, implied he might have been guilty of inappropriate actions, talked a/b him constantly. (even though they had an agmt NOT to discuss each other.  MJ held up his pt of that agmt, she never did She even stalked him, while having the audacity to claim he was following Her!! 

 

Before it all went bad.....

In the beg'ng when Brett introduced them, they became friends, but Lisa was so enamored with MJ that she was willing to leave her then husband-Danny to do a faux marriage with MJ. 

Yes, Lisa KNEW it was a ROLE, and not a marriage. There was just NO way for her not to know... It had 0 chc of working if they kept her in the dark.. + She got PAID!  Let that sink in. So she KNEW...

Why did he worry about  Lisa turning against him?

MJ had strong reservations when it came to doing the faux marriage. His Mgmt begged him to do it, and he knew he needed the diversion so he could fight the false chges, But. he feared Lisa getting hurt. He worried, bc she had such strong feelings, for him. He also worried  she'd become a hellcat if she got angry or felt disrespected.  

This is why he asked Brooke to do it, AFTER LISA had already said YES. because he  DID care for Lisa, and did not want her to get hurt. He KNEW he wasn't over Diana, but he was struggling to move on.  His Mgmt kept assuring him it would all work out fine, and she would KNOW everything. That it was to last only 2 yrs.  They would have separate homes, lives , interests and accts.  Lisa's only  job was to look pretty, behave like a loving wife, and accompany him to preset events.  They were going to have STAGED pics and give the world something to focus on, while he fought the false chges.

That which he feared came upon him....

But I think what when down between them is exactly what MJ feared. After DR, he expected her to abide by the terms of their agmt. and she decided she wanted  MJ to be her husband, FOR REAL. He didn't see it that way.  Once she fell for him, She became needy and obsessed.She called his mgmt Co daily. Crying, screaming, demanding to know where he was! But MJ threatened to fire anyone who told her! So they didn't. and she began calling all of his companies, his lawyers, his family etc. Then she began almost stalking him.  Fol'wg and seeking him out, turned him off, and he seemed to lose alot of attraction to her. When he didn't reciprocate her feelings, Lisa grew more angry and desperate.   MJ gave an interv in Aug of 94 , a few short months after DR, and seemed almost Desperate to end the sham marriage. He told Niles Rogers  He just wanted OUT... and that he'd made a horrible mistake. Niles suggested Annulm't since he KNEW the marriage was not valid. ..

 MJ was asked specifically in 3 different intervs if he loved Lisa,  all 3 times he said he cared, he LIKED her, and wished her well. but it was clear (to anyone with a brain, that he was NOT in love with her)  When it comes to men, I think most women know they can and will often SAY ANYTHING, they deem necessary, but their body language and ACTIONS will give them away every time. 

MJ put love notes on cds to ANOTHER woman!  He did shout outs saying he loved ANOTHER woman. He spent a fortune on that OTHER woman, Named things for her, Called OTHER woman his soulmate and his world, said Most of his songs were for her, and Put her in the Wifey Spot of his will!! While his alleged "Wife" was EXCLUDED!! 

 What do you THINK His actions were saying??  

Who MJ  REALLY WANTED TO MARRY....

Consider this. In the mid 80s, MJ thought he was going to marry Diana,  He had planned to do it at the St Romaine Church in Switzerland (where he had always planned to marry Di) 

He had chosen the most prestigious church in all of Switzerland, he had planned an unlimited budget in the area of 3 Million dollars! he was going to spare no expense and give Diana the wedding of her dreams,  all the bells and whistles ... When his Atty brought up Prenup, he said MJ nearly fired him! and said NO Prenups period. .

He planned to invite his ENTIRE family and fly them in if nec. to see him marry his 'dream girl' Of course Diana got cold feet due to age harassment by media, and she ran away, sadly...

 

Why the tacky, trailer park wedding?

But compare that to the 99.00 trailer park special, wedding he gave Lmp!!  Notice when he 'married' Lisa, NO family, not even his mom was invited (becuz he knew it was fake, so why invite his mom n fam to a fake event? Notice also the cheap tacky motel, No cake, No decorations,  No confetti, not even rice! Completely NO frills. and  No family, just a cheap motel rm and MJ in street clothe, and chewing gum! (In the melanated community, this is considered very disrespectful! But basically a 10 yr old child, could have thrown a nicer wedding, than he gave Lisa.  But since it was completely fake, He probably figured it didn't matter..

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Michael made sure marriage was NOT legal:

MJ did 5 specific things to make sure he was NOT MARRIED to LMP

1. He took her to DR KNOWING her divorce was only 1 month prior. He knew about DR having an 11 month post -divorce  moratorium before remarriage because he had studied the laws before he went there. He knew anything less than 11 months was Unlawful =  VOID

2. He paid Hugo Alvarez  (The Minister ) to officiate the ceremony 4 and 1/2 HOURS outside his jurisdiction. Meaning  OUTSIDE of where he was Legally allowed to marry people. IOW,s  Doing a ceremony OUTSIDE his jurisdiction  = VOID -Not married

3. MJ filled out ppwk with  erroneous information and had his mother's occupation listed as a 'domestic!'  He misspelled names, and left off mandatory info. He was warned that missing or falsified info would be grounds for immediate dismissal of marital application, and he reportedly said that was 'fine'..   Of course ppwk was rejected and voided..(obviously this is what he WANTED to happen)..

4.  He had the ceremony filmed at the tacky little motel rm with all the IDENTIFYING  items on full display, Knowing they put on the ppwk that they were being married several hrs away at the home of Alvarez! One may ask, 'But didn't he know by filming it, it was easy to SEE he was at the motel and NOT at  Hugo's home? 

Answer - Yes. that was the whole point in filming it! If Lisa had come after him for so much as a single marital asset, He KNEW once the video was seen, it would be obvious it took place at the motel and NOT  at Hugo's home.. And because the motel was 4 hrs OUTSIDE Hugo's jurisdiction = Automatic Void..

5. MJ deliberately went to a country OUTSIDE the US so that Lisa could not enact any American laws on her behalf. America could NOT help her fleece Michael in anyway, since the ceremony did not happen here, and was NOT subject to any American rules. People think Lisa was so benevolent she didn't ask for anything in the divorce. Truth is, she Couldn't.  A. she knew too much scrutiny would reveal a fraudulent marriage. and B. Too much scrutiny would prove she was still married to Danny when she went to DR!  Danny had flown in a month before Lmp in order to get divorce, but he had mocked DR laws by NOT following Any lawful mandates, and his divorce had been denied! He and Lisa were still married when Lisa /MJ flew in to 'supposedly marry' IOWs  of course this more than voided it, It made it Illegal!..

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So WAS it for Lisa?

Of course, DWA was NOT for Lisa. MJ was RUNNING AWAY from her! He was also asking ppl to make her stop fol'wg him, and harassing his family.

 What fool in their right mind would want to work it out with a vindictive woman with a thirst for hate and revenge.  Lisa trashed MJ so badly, The prosecutor put her on THEIR list to testify against him!!  She trashed n bashed him on Stern, RS Mag/ GQ/ Mirror Mag, Playgirl / newspapers/ indiv reporters/ and on and on. She was giving trashing intervs 12 deep at a time!!!  MJ didn't just WALK away he RAN AWAY From her and all her toxic hate!  Then after he passed, Lisa had the nerve to try to step in, and PRETEND SHE was  his widow, and the love of his life!! After trashing him for over 10 yrs!! She even had the nerve to say she loved him desperately! Seems she has a very strange definition of love! She stalked him, fol'wd him, ran around screaming he was on drugs (Even after he passed  Sev'l drug tests! )  She still kept lying on him. She tried to have him arrested in 95, for drugs even though he was nowhere near her! & she had no idea what he was doing!  In 95, the police gave them Both DTs, and as expected, LISA is the one who failed! (shocker) Lisa later claimed to love MJ, but we ALL saw her JOIN the world in bullying him bc she was angry he REFUSED to take her back!! WE all saw her torment, harass, follow, lie continuously, and Malign him just because she saw he was still very much in deep, and endless love with Diana, and it obviously pissed her off.  But there was a time, when she had a REAL chc with MJ, at one pt, he was feeling her, but she acted so ugly and vengeful, he was completely turned off. That's why when ppl kept trying to get him to talk about Lisa, he kept REFUSING to comment, saying he just wished her the best.... He knew better than to feed into the nonsense.. DWA about Lisa? What a joke!! Lisa was a nightmare for him, and  the last thing MJ planned to do, was take her back!  That's why he NEVER DID!  All her stalking, harassing, and bullying did nothing but let him KNOW he made the right choice when he dumped her....

DWA was about Diana Ross and his inability to get over her.. MJ never made ANY songs for Lisa. 

Just like NO dedications for Lisa, No Naming anything for Lisa. No shout outs for Lisa, No houses/Cars/Boats/and diamonds for Lisa. But Diana got ALL that and more! Just what Lisa deserved, after the way she trashed him....

So WHO walked away?

In 1999, Diana called MJ crying. She said she was divorcing Arne. and that she needed him. MJ was with Debbie, who was in the backgrd begging him to hang up.  Of course he didn't. He pushed Debbie away, and told Di to hang on, he was on his way. He told his staff to get his bags stat and told his secretary to clear his entire sched. Debbie said it was very difficult to even get 5 minutes of his time, yet when Di called, he dropped everything else, and flew to her side. He was there an Entire Week! Letting her know he loved her and would always be there for her. On the way back at the airport, he called his Atty and told him to start the ppwk to divorce Debbie! At this point MJ thought for sure Diana would be his. He wined & Dined Diana, loved her and spoiled her, and let her know he'd always love her. But  Di decided AGAIN She could not marry him, and to just be secret lovers (Again walking away from him) 

This is why he asked "How he could begin again, and how was he to understand.  He had tried for yrs and yrs to live without Diana and it had been horrible on his psyche. He had asked a thousand times why she left him, and why they could just not be a happy married couple

He couldn't understand why DIANA kept walking away....  To tell the truth, I don't understand either! I think Diana was trippin....

What the hell was Diana Thinking????

 How fake is this shit??/ Cavorting with the BITCH who tried to destroy Michael and his Legacy!!!  Shame on you Diana!!!

Recently, Diana Ross shouted out Oprah (BITCH) Winfrey to say happy Birthday. I'm utterly disappointed in Diana for obvious reasons! Oprah was the very one who was behind LVD giving it credence and a platform and a big name to make it more damaging and believable! 

Oprah KNEW very well, that mockumentary was fake! When it was examined, it was obvious it was never an off the cuff interv (like those morally bankrupt, morons, and monsters pretended it was) It was a carefully rehearsed and planned attack on an incredible, kind,loving  wonderful, but vulnerable deceased king who had given everything he had to this ungrateful irrepressibly evil, and undeserving world!!

But the point is, Evil Oprah didn't even bother to verify a damn thing! She gleefully ran with it! Rubbing her fat frumpy hands together in anticipation of being down her Nemesis! She's been angry at the king for yrs because he saw right thru her during their interview in the 90s. He didn't like the way she kept refocusing on his skin after he'd already told her what was going on with his skin. 

 She kept trying to embarrass him (Like the fat bitch she is!)  When he side stepped her antics, and made it clear he would NEVER entertain another interview with her, she was furious. Her interview with the king, had put her firmly on the map to stardom,immortality and influence. The ratings were so tremendously high, (We all know MJ can put Asses in the seats like NOBODY ELSE) that her ppl put undue pressure on her to get MJ in for another interview, but he did NOT like her attitude, and staunchly refused. Oprah tried again and again to no avail. 

This angered her greatly, and she sought revenge. I wondered if that was the impetus behind her inviting Lisa and her judgmental mother on later on. Because at one point Priscilla said something  like

 "Well I don't want to be catty (Or nasty,) something like that, and Oprah interjected with a crooked, evil sneaky smile) No NO! go ahead and be Nasty!! "  Then she and her audience of middle aged, bad skin hags all laughed, cattily. I don't think Lisa appreciated her humor too much because she didn't look amused...

But back to LND. Oprah endorsed, promoted and publicized this bogus televised smear campaign, and when it blew up and proved to be the piece of lying FILTH it was, she backed off and pretended she had barely any involvement. I can't STAND O, and I hope that bitch gets everything she has coming to her! I have a feeling she will. but the reason I, and many other moonwalkers are angry at Diana is easy to understand. Why the hell would she shout out and call FRIEND the bitch who stabbed Michael in the back every chance she got?? Diana was well aware of what Oprah was doing and the smear campaign she had waged against MJ just because he didn't want anything else to do with her..

 

To me Diana acted like an idiot. She's too damn middle of the road! Everything in her life is set up to cause the LEAST amt of controversy and ruckus! She needs to get a backbone! 

When on Oprah show, I remember Prissy was laughing at MJ and Oprah was laughing with her, Lisa said, "Mother stop it, that's not true!"  And both of them responded to the anger in her voice and quieted down, I remember my respect for Lisa shot up, because she showed, she had a backbone.  But it's very sad that the woman Michael would have walked thru fire for in gasoline shoes, would cavort and befriend the same BITCH who made Mike's life hell, and then tried her best to destroy his legacy after he was gone! Diana, all I can say is "What the Hell were you thinking???"

You think Stephanie Mills would have allowed that to go down? She would have NEVER.... She knows that love and loyalty go hand in hand. Too bad the love of his life doesn't seem to know that!!

I just think its rly messed up. especially given the fact that MJ tried to marry her for YEARS, loved and adored her, spoiled her rotten, and gave his heart unconditionally to her, in the meantime, he could not get her to come out of the closet, and even acknowledge him! Diana played games for yrs. promising to marry him, then backing out, and breaking his heart again and again. But now she says Happy B-day to the bitch who tried to destroy him!! And even calls her FRIEND!!!   I'm so mad at her right now, I really cannot fathom what she was thinking. But I have NO words for Ms Ross right now..

What do yall think? Do you think the moonwalkers should be angry or are we overreacting?

 

When the one you love....(Loves someone else...)

 

This is an ADULT story. And it's fictional for anyone too brain dead to figure that out. Please be warned it's ADULT content and may offend some people....

Milla turned over in the large bed and gazed at Michael. He was sleeping, snoring soundly. He looked so serene and beautiful. She smiled happily moving in closer to wrap her arms around his middle and just feel closer to him. Seemed she couldn't get close enough. He was always so busy, it was very hard to get any of his time. She felt so happy to see him and hold him, touch him.... She tried to move into his arms, but it was difficult because of his position. She settled for laying against him so she could look up into his beautiful face. 

"I love you"  She murmured. He smiled in his sleep. " I love you too baby" He said back sleepily.  Milla's heart jumped. He'd finally said it back! She was so excited, she leaned in, as he went on...

" Ever since I eyes on you in that Gold dress, I knew YOU were the one. Its's always been you baby, and it's always gonna be you-"

"What?" Milla, felt her breath  expel hard. What the hell, she didn't own a gold dress!! She slapped his arm hard. Mike's confused eyes flew open. 

,"What...What's wrong?  he asked, looking alarmed.

"You're talking in your sleep. she told him. Who is it that you love so much and have since you met her in some gold dress??  She could see the instant knowing in his gorgeous brown eyes but Like men often do, He played dumb. He shrugged, while shaking his head. 

" I... I don't know- how the hell am I sup'd to know what I' say in my damn sleep?" he asked, irritated. " This is ridiculous - I'm going home.."

"No!" Milla cried. She flew over the bed, and grabbed his arm. Her big brown cheeks scrunched up like they always did when she was upset, or about to cry. Michael looked at her like she'd lost it. He gently pulled his arm free, and turned to face her. 

" Look, Milla, I care about you. I do, but you gotta calm down. I'm here, and I care, but I don't need MORE stress in my life"

Milla sat on the edge trying to pull herself together, struggling to find the courage to ask what she  needed to know...  

"But... but are you in love with s'one else?"

Mike turned away,  "What...what gives you that idea?" He stalled, knowing good and well it was what he'd said in his sleep. 

"Yes or No," she demanded.  Michael pulled himself up abruptly. All 6 ft of him. " You sure know how to ruin a nice evening!" he said softly.  With that, he grabbed his clothes and headed for the shower....

Milla lowered her plain face into her hands and dabbed away bitter tears, What couldn't he just say no? she thought desperately....

By the time Milla arrived at the Studio, for her audition, she was almost late. She still looked a little worn and sad, but she knew her voice would make up for it. She had a phenomenal voice and she knew it. They were asking her to sing Home again, for the production of Oz. She was trying to get the lead, especially since Michael would also be in it.  The thought of being with him all day during rehearsals, set her heart aflutter.  So when her turn came, she set the roof on fire, and made sure everyone could hear her phenomenal voice... As the song ebbed to an end, and she belted out the last few chords. The crowds around the stage went crazy clapping and smiling at her.  She smiled gratefully at the producers knowing she had done an amazing job. Her voice had done it again  She wanted this part in Oz so bad she could taste it. She was giddy with excitement. She couldn't wait to hear that she won the part. She glanced at Ted Lugent (Head producer,) for some reason he looked pensive, and a bit ill at ease.  He nodded to her, and half smiled. With that, Milla knew she had secured the part, but felt bad for Ted. He had to tell the other girls not to bother, and there were sure to be alot of broken hearts.  But that's life, she told herself...After all, I did just bring the house down!'  She moved off to the right so the last girl could waste her time trying to outsing her..

She could hear the poor girl wailing like a wounded animal as she headed for the dressing room.  " Oh Lord! she thought wryly.  why did she bother?.

Michael let himself into his penthouse suite. He was still thinking about the conversation with Milla the other day and he felt riddled with guilt. He had to talk to HER about this. This whole thing was making him sick.  He threw his keys harshly on the counter, But as he turned the corner, there she was.  Looking positively perfect in one of his oversized shirts, and probably nothing but panties underneath. He stared at her, as she brushed her tousled dark hair from her beautiful face and looked up at him. 

As usual, he found himself mesmerized and speechless, at her soft ethereal beauty.  But remembering that they needed to talk, he squared his wide shoulders and reminded himself to NOT get caught up in those big brown eyes.

"Diana, we need to talk," he said solemnly.  A smile played about her pretty lips. She cocked her head to the side and looked up at him, her mouth pursed in humor.  Mike found himself slightly irritated. This whole thing was NOT funny. They could be doing some serious emotional pain to Milla, and she didn't deserve it, and his spoiled , beautiful Girl friend seemed to think it was funny!

  " I'm glad you find this funny!" he snapped. Diana chuckled. " Oh honey,  She's not THAT ugly! she joked. "And all you have to do is date her for a few more months to throw off the press! 

Michael raised his hands on his head. "Diana," he said slowly.  " I don't want Her to get hurt!" 

"That's right. " Diana teased. " I forgot how easily women fall in love with you, then blow their brains out when they can't have you' " Poor creatures!"

Mike swung around and glared at her so sternly, she stepped back a little.  Looking at her spoiled beautiful face, he suddenly knew exactly how to get thru to her.  He brought his fingers to his lips and shook his head slightly.  

"Well, you see baby, I'm just worried I'm falling for Her!"  "Waiiitttt - wahhhht!  .. Diana swung around to face him. "What did you say?" she demanded, laughing in disbelief

Michael shrugged. " Well, I Didn't mean for it to happen Di, but she was just so sweet and vulnerable. - And you know me and my need to play savior" 

Now Diana's beautiful face, was etched in surprise, and she clearly still didn't believe it.  " Yeah ok... she mocked.  listen Michael J Jackson, You' better be playing! Michael flung his hands up, hating  himself for the sacrifice he was about to make. 

" I can't even make love to you right now Di.  Much as I want to , because... well because I... I got nothin left. I just did Milla you see, and- well.... I'm spent.

Diana was starring at him , looking for signs he was playing. but there were none. Slowly, her smile slid away.  She stepped back to stare at him again. 

 'Are you serious?' she asked  unblinking Michael nodded.  "Well, you know, you told me to make it seem real so I- "  

He  never got the chance to finish that sentence before Diana's right hand shot out and slapped him hard across the face. Her eyes were blazing .

She actually slapped him so hard, he could tell, she hurt her hand. 

" You.... SLEPT With he r??' She screamed. 

Michael leaned angrily into her face,  "You're the one who told me to make it look and FEEL Real -Remember?" His voice was slow and deliberate. He was tired of her games. 

"Hey, I only did what YOU wanted babe!"

He taunted, HE was angry AF. she slapped him, and he was dangerously close to slapping her pretty ass back! Diana had her hands on her temples, like she had a serious migraine.  

"I don't believe this!!" she was still yelling. "I never gave you permission to do ANYTHING like that!! I told you-"

" Permission!!"  Mike's tone was rising to match hers.  "Since when do I need permission from YOU to do anything! I'm your MAN Diana, not your damn property! and if you hadn't been too scared to let people KNOW I was your man, we wouldn't be in this spot!" 

Diana glared into his face.  "P e r m i s s i o n!" She repeated slow and deliberately, Looking him in the eye. 

 " I didn't give you PERMISSION to FUCK anyone! and that's why You just became a Single man!! She hissed between clenched teeth.

 With that she snatched off her eng'mt ring and flung it at him, with enough force to put out an eye!

Everything went still, Michael couldn't move. He could only stare in abject horror as the love of his life grabbed her clothes, not even bothering to put her pants on, she stormed out the door, He heard the brand new Mercedes, he'd bought her less than a 6 months ago, start, and speed away.. 

"NO!" was the only word that came out of his horrified dry lips. "No, no no, Diana No way!  No, Diana please!" But she was gone. He sunk down to the table as his big racking sobs filled the air....

Jake Tesmont and Ted Lugent stood watching a last minute audition, the woman was pretty, damned pretty with smooth brown skin, big brown eyes, and shiny curls. She was belting out Home again with passion and feeling. Her voice was really good, but Not as good as Milla Stehies. But it didn't matter because she more than made up for it. She lit the stage up with grace, beauty, and presence. She was confident and spontaneous. Ted felt 'drawn to her magnetism and natural sensuality. He knew the audiences would feel the same. Jake was watching his old friend, amused.  She's got that J'ne sais quoi don't she?"  Ted could only shake his head, having a hard time pulling his eyes away from this pretty woman. " More than that!" He quipped. "She's the whole damn package!" "Ya think we can get her?"

Jake spread his pale arms. " She came to audition -didn't she?" Ted smiled. " Yeah, Yeah she did!"  Grab her man! Don't let her get away!" 

Jake nodded, and beckoned Diana to come to him. She stood starring at him, but made no move.  Confusion registered on his face as he glanced toward Ted. But Ted had gotten the hint in a second. He KNEW  exactly the type of woman she was, the kind used to getting things HER way. He gave his friend a little push.  'Go to HER!" he hissed.

Jake headed over feeling a little irritated. He was a jr producer, and she was the ONE AUDITIONING, after all. She had ALOT of nerve! But as he got closer, she gave him a warm smile that melted his anger instantly. " Hi Jake!, She stuck her tiny hand out and he took it, and lost in her  big pretty eyes, he instinctively bent his head to kiss her hand. Diana cleared her throat. Jake looked up into her, pretty but amused face.   " Uh... I think my man would prefer if you SHOOK my hand,"  she laughed lightly. 

Jake reddened. "I... I don't know why I did that.. Ms Ross I apologize..."  She flipped her hand. "No worries, not a problem" She said flippantly. 

So... I take it, you fellas are happy with my audition?

Jake bit his tongue in an effort not to sound over eager.  " Uh yes... we'd like to offer you the part! - You're exactly what we've been looking for!"

"Of course I am, " Diana said smugly. Smiling up at Jake. " I'm ALWAYS what people are looking for!" She laughed gaily. she took the paperwk from him, before heading off toward the dressing rm.  If only I could bottle her confidence, Jake thought to himself, watching her walk away.. I could Retire selling that!

Milla pushed open the doors leading from Ted Lugent's elaborate office. She was struggling hard to hold back the tears until she could get to the dressing room.  She didn't get the part!! She couldn't believe it! Diana got it. "But she can't sing like me!" She'd wailed at Lugent and his Co producer, Jack.  

"She doesn't need to," Jack had told her patiently.

"She's dripping in stage appeal!_Something people can't buy with all the gold in fort knox. She's charismatic, beautiful, enchanting, confident and a solidly Good singer. She's perfect!"

Milla didn't bother to argue further. What was the point? They're faces were set and resolute. She had stopped in a dark corner and tried to call her man, but he had not answered her in 4 days! she didn't know what was going on, but sometimes he was really busy, and just had no time, but she really needed him now!  

She burst thru the dressing room doors, only to see Mable Moor and Lola fallon  sitting at the dressing table, surrounding Diana, the boss herself. She was in the mirror, looking at herself, trying on mascara.  As if those big ass eyes need More attention!!  Milla thought to herself, then she groaned.  This was Just what she needed, Diana (who had Never liked her, and her no good friends)

This girl is Crazzeee! lola was telling Mable. with Diana laughing in the middle

"Did you hear about her jumping in the poor boy's lap on that Hawaiian Cruise? Manny said The boy got so excited, they needed a crane to pull his dick down!!"

 "OMG!"  Mable was laughing so hard she was doubled over, " I swear this pretty bitch could make a crippled man walk!" What' kinda powers you got Diana,?  I want some!" "Diana, was laughing thru her denials. " I did NOT do that! " Manny is lying!" 

"He always li_"  

She spotted Milla and stopped, in fact they all turned and stared...

" uh, Millie?" Mable was looking at her with a strange expression. " This dressing room was taken and redone, for Diana Only! 

"Uh... It's Milla... "  Milla corrected her. 

All 3 of them seemed to laugh at the same time. "So your name is Millie M I L L S? " lola quipped.

"Millah. " Milla snapped.  She was struggling harder now to hold hot tears back. 

"So.... MILLAH!" Diana said slowly.  Are you mad because I got the part and you didn't?" 

Milla tried to shake her head No, without releasing pent up tears.  

"Oh,... well don't worry about it'!" Diana brushed away her concerns with a manicured hand. 

It was Never going to be YOU anyway! They didn't like your LOOK! " So if it wasn't me it would have been one of MY friends. lola, or Mable. It was NEVER going to be YOU!"

Milla drew a ragged breath and turned to leave before she ripped out Diana's dark curls. 

But Diana obviously wasn't done. She was looking at her in the mirror, and her expression was dark with something mysterious lurking about the edges. Was it fear? Pain, she wasn't sure...but it was something...

"By the way Millie?"  Milla turned and looked at her thru glowering eyes. She'd had enough of this woman mispronouncing her name, and throwing her  perfect  perfect life in her face.

Diana moved close to the mirror, as if it were Milla's face. And for the first time, she wasn't laughing. in fact, she looked deadly serious. 

"The Part's NOT THE ONLY THING THAT's MINE Girl! 

Milla shook her head in confusion. " I don't know what you're talking about?" she snapped. Feeling like, she didn't really WANT to know, she turned and ran out, she just needed to get out of there now!

Since Milla still hoped to get the  Broadway part, she kept watching the rehearsals. Oz was shaping up to be a great production. On Friday, she made it a point to be there because Michael would be rehearsing for the 1st time. She was so nervous to see him because he'd been completely unavailable for the past 4 weeks, Not even able to get to the phone. She finally caught glimpse of him playing the scarescow 

wow! they sure made him lose alot of weight!  she thought. He looked too thin and looked like he'd been hanging on a pole crying. He looked very true to life. But he was fabulous in the part, and she loved his singing, As they took a break, she saw Diana going past looking at him with... concern  on her face. Mike looked like he was in a corner crying. But she figured he was probably just reading the notes. But as Di walked by, He looked up and their eyes met and to Milla's shock he was crying!  But she could see something else.  When he looked at Diana his eyes were full of love! She could see it clear as day! She shook her head and looked again.  Michael's eyes locked on Diana like a missile target. And Milla could see the naked hunger on his face. Diana was holding a stack of script papers, but suddenly, she dropped them, and opened her arms, and Mike  seemed to fly into them. One second he was crying in the corner, and the next They were locked in a powerful embrace, then they started to kiss hungrily, then they were  just Gone! Milla was standing there looking on in horrified, fascination. Then the  horrible truth began to smack her in the face. Could Diana have been talking about Michael?  She moved from the seats, and ran smack into Lola, she HAD to know what the hell was going on!  Lola looked at her stricken face, and averted her gaze.

"So I guess you know NOW, huh?"  Her tone was low but not mocking this time, she actually sounded almost compassionate.  

"Not quite, " Milla stormed. "Where did she go with MY boyfriend? "  

Lola stepped back and looked at her the way one looks at a mentally challenged child.  "Honey, don't play yourself - that's HER MAN! She just LENT him to you, and now she's taking him back!"

Milla shook her head trying to blot out the naked hunger she just saw on Mike's face when he looked at Diana,  It can't be true!

" No, " she said resolutely.  "Mike loves Me!"  Even to her own ears her voice sounded hollow and desperate. Lola, shook her head sadly.  

" I'm sorry Milla, You're a sweet person,  you really are, but  He loves that woman more than Sugar loves sweet!! You NEVER had a chance of getting him!"

Milla had to sit down as the realization of everything came over her. Mike was NEVER her man! He belonged to Diana!! but Di had used her as a cover to throw off the paparazzi!  It all made horribly clear sense now the gold dress, the calling out her name and claiming he was singing the song with her name! The starring at her picture all the time and so on

Milla stumbled from the room feeling like she was going to hurl. She desperately needed air! Outside, she heard the crew looking for Michael and Diana,  Then she heard the Tin Man say, 

"They off making love somewhere, They'll be back in bout 2 hours. Yall just work around them..."

 

By the time Milla reached her car, she was blinded by tears. How could she have been so stupid? She thought of all the times she cleaned Mike's home and washed his drawers, and waited on him hand n foot, and Diana's laughing face! knowing all along, that was HER Man, But she let Milla think he was hers!! Her anger became a slow boil, and she knew she'd make That bitch pay if it was the last thing she ever did....

 

Why did Michael lose interest in Lisa Marie ??

( Lisa later claimed she did not know this kiss was going to happen and she was embarrassed by this ploy'

then Later told Oprah she asked WHY they had to do the kiss,-showing she knew all along...  )

Well 1st I want to preface this by saying that the marriage was NOT real. So it's important to understand that because it gives context to MJ's actions....

Introduction:

So some quick info....

Back in the early 90s, MJ was looking for a new singer for his Rec Co. MJJ Records. his friend Brett was to receive a fat commission for finding a new singer.  MJ wanted an attractive girl. Brett knew Lisa and immediately thought of her. He told MJ how beautiful she was and that she could sing. Michael requested a demo tape but when Brett asked Lmp for one, she insisted on meeting MJ. 

Meeting 1st time:

They met soon after and Lisa (according to her friends) was smitten with MJ from the start. She was married but obviously that didn't stop her... Anyway, she and MJ became friends. He told Ebony, she would even cry when the media treated him so badly. He felt a real connection to her, and they grew close. 

Brett's Incentive:

Brett meantime, was pushing hard because he was to get a sizable commission. So since it was Lisa's b day. He told MJ. who told him to get her a nice gift. Brett gave her an expensive painting and wrote MJ's name on it. Lisa loved it and insisted on calling him and thanking him in person... As their friendship continued, the press was getting more vicious and hateful toward Michael. Their jealousy and angst was always over the top when it came to rich, powerful POC.. 

MJ's Incentive:

At the same time, his Mgmt Co. was pushing him to Marry to quell some of the vicious gay /pedo lies the press was telling about him. They also advised him to give up his dream of marrying Di since she had been stalling him for yrs and obviously (accd'g to them)  was NOT going to marry him. On a whim, MJ asked Lisa if he were to ask a favor of her to marry him, what would she say. She gushed that she'd say YES! MJ's Mgmt LOVED the idea! She was after all a Presley! The publicity would be amazing. They made a deal with Lisa and told her, her job would be to look Pretty, go plces with him pose for pics and pretend to be a doting, happy wife. They told them to just stick it out for 2 yrs and then say Baby issues caused a break up! ALL of that was planned before they even left the states. But at SOME pt in time, MJ must have had 2nd thoughts because he asked Brooke to do the FAKE marriage AFTER Lisa had already said YES!

Brooke off the Market..

Even though Brooke and MJ faked a romance for yrs at the request of the Rec. Co. she said no because she was in love and wanted to be with her guy... MJ reluctantly planned a quickie faux wedding with lmp. I think he liked her enough, and I think he was attracted to her. she was after all, quite pretty at that time. But problem was, I think he worried that she'd fall for him and if he did not return her feelings, things might get ugly. He was absolutely right. His Mgmt pushed, begged and tried to coerce him to hurry and marry Lisa. They felt her last name was a big bonus, and they loved the whole idea... Lisa loved the idea too, and promised the media would never dare smear HER Husband. That he would finally get the peace he deserved...

Diana endorses faux marriage

GM, his Mgmt Co. has never disclosed how much money they paid Lisa. But they have 100% admitted that they DID indeed pay her! However, their plan was for MJ to marry Lisa for Real. He was not interested in doing that at all. He talked to Diana about it, (He talked to Di about everything) Di liked the idea and thought he should do it. They talked 3 hrs and both ended up crying on the phone. But Di still told him to do it. She was married to Arne and she knew he needed a "Public image wife"  MJ went 

to DR and paid the magistrate Hugo Alvarez to do the ceremony 4.5 hrs OUTSIDE his jurisdiction to make sure it was NOT legal. He also refused to attend mandatory meetings, Skipped all approvals, and misrepresented himself on all the ppwk, He did EVERYTHING in his power to make sure it was non legal and invalid. He even taped it in the tacky hotel rm to prove they couldn't possibly be in La Vega like he claimed on the paperwk.  The officials refused to sign off on his certificate but MJ said that was fine. He just needed it to LOOK REAL...

What honeymoon??

He sent Lisa to Casita that night (1 hr away) and he stayed at Casa that HM nite. Later, Hugo would lie and say that he married them at his home in Le Vega but during that time the roads were horrible and it took hours to get into La Vega. And Records prove they were in the hotel in Casa having breakfast at 10.30! They were NEVER in La Vega. Hugo was paid to lie....

Trouble begins....

After they came back from the so called Honey moon, GM began to bitterly complain that Lisa was calling all hrs of day n night. She was calling ALL of MJ's companies demanding to know his whereabouts, crying and carrying on. Soon, all his ppl were calling GM screaming that they had not told Lisa it was FAKE. GM insisted they indeed DID tell her and did not know why she was acting like Mike was her husband for Real. They said she knew it was to be in name ONLY and they were never even going to live together!  And they didnt' Lisa was at hidden hills with Danny and their children and Mike was following Diana, and staying with her. (Her children admitted this later on, that he'd been there the whole time, and when she would chg homes ( Di keeps 7 homes) half bought by Michael... But when she would chg homes, he would follow and move in on her again....Her kids laughed and said she gave up trying to make him leave...

Still in love with Diana...

JMO, but I think what killed the closeness MJ and Lisa originally shared was his inability to fall OUT OF Love with Diana. I'm sure he tried his best, but he wasn't able to. (That's why in IJCSLY) He talks about loving her ... All my life baby!  

Diana is the ONLY ONE he loved all his life, he's once again, talking about her.

• Diana was his date for the 1990 AMAs where he said on stage that he loved her beyond words 
• In 91 He told people Mag Diana was his world

• Diana was his date for the clinton Inaguation of 92 as well as the Demograt Nat Convention. 

• In 92 he dedicated dangerous, Come tog'r and RTT to Diana

• Who is is came out in 93, and he not only put Diana's name in, but he had the girl chg cloths alot ( a diana trademark) and described how Diana left him w/o a call or letter.. 

• 93 He tells Oprah, Diana quenches his fire!   

• At 93 Grammy's, he does shout out telling Di he loves her while sup'd to be with lisa!  

• Just like he did on history cd, (95) He put pic of Diana in his arms and said ALL his love was for her! while he was sup'd to be with Lisa!!

He wasn't able to let go of Diana, that's reason # 2 they never had a chance...

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But back to Lisa. She was angry and bitter because she expected him to fall in love with her. And he DID CARE. But every time he was asked if he loved Lisa, he responded that he LIKED HER AND HOPED TO BE FRIENDS!!

I think Lisa felt humiliated.  She began to give intervs by phone 10 deep and she pretty much trashed him. But at the same time she was fol'wg him 

and trying to go on his tours and trying to make deals to stay together. Mike on the other hand, felt betrayed. He had begun to trust Lisa, and saw her as a confidante and friend, but she was turning into a nightmare!

Lisa contradicts herself:

 When she wasn't laughing with Marilyn Manson, calling him a baby dangler, she was giggling saying his nose was falling off. And telling RS she had never seen him without make up and who the fuck knew what was under there! By 2003, She had told SEVERAL Mags that she had not spoken to him in years,  Which was weird, considering she later tried to claim they had been dating for four yrs after the divorce!! But all anyone had to do was go back to her old intervs where she claimed to several ppl  incl Sawyer, Oprah, RS, Larry king, GQ  and others that she had not seen or spoken to him in yrs!! Just like she claimed in 05 that he called her and was crying that she said she was indifferent! That is complete bullshit. MICHAEL was the one who was indifferent to HER!! That's she she complained to Oprah that he treated her like old furniture, and she screamed at him that she was NOT going to be ignored! 

Lisa made up so many stories the NYT and B/ Sun were both asking WHY was she making up all these ridiculous stories? That's easy. Because she had fools who could watch her contradict her Own self and still convince themselves she was telling the truth!

The reason is simple. THEY WANTED it to be true...

And lets face it. Lisa had REASON to be angry. Mike was not exactly treating her well. Even when she had Mercury

poisoning in 96 his mom (who loved Lisa) had to beg him to take her around help her find a good doc and get well... And both parents had to beg him to take her to Africa with them, and if you saw that video, you saw how cool and INDIFFERENT HE WAS to her! It was completely obvious, he did not want her there...

Relationship falling apart:

So in MY opinion, I think what killed their paltry relationship is diminished Trust. MJ lost all trust in her and realized she was NOT someone he could count on, to be there for him. Hell everything he said to her went straight to the media! That's the LAST type of woman he was looking for... I think if Lisa had gone the other way, and been someone he could tell his deepest woes to, she'd have had a real chance of winning a piece of his heart. He already liked her and thought she was "really cute" as he put it. I don't think it would have taken much to convince him to give her a chance. Esp with Diana stringing him along and not marrying him after promising for Yrs that she would ... So he was ripe for something new. And he was definitely checking Lisa out...

 But the stuff about him trying to get her info and number from Branca was NOT true. MJ made that up to give the faux marriage some credibility. Branca was asked later if Michael had bugged him to get Lisa's number (somethg his Sec could have easily done in an hour!) Branca said: "In all the Yrs I've known Michael. He has Never even Mentioned Lisa to me!!"

MJ made that up to make ppl believe the marriage was real. (But it wasn't) You can't even Re Marry in DR unless you are divorced 1 Yr. Lisa was 1 month divorced! And on top of that, Danny's petition for divorce was DENIED the 1st time. They were still married when She and MJ went to DR. in fact, Lisa did not legitimately  divorce Danny until she was going to marry Nic Cage!

Conclusion:

So the reason he lost Interest is because he lost TRUST. And trust was extremely important to Michael. This is why Diana (who knew him better than almost anyone) Said to Ebony Mag

"I try to be that safe space. Someone he KNOWS he can trust. He knows I'll never tell his secrets, and he can relax here.  And he knows I'll be there for him...

If Lisa had taken a tip from    Diana's playbook, she'd have had a REAL chance.....However, there is blame on BOTH sides. They both could have tried harder and treated each other alot better....

 Dirty Diana, the UNTOLD story..        Part 2

(with Proof at bottom)

So now you have some back story.

 You know that they were eng'd and she ran off with Arne, which broke Michael's heart and scarred him for decades...

Dirty Diana was about none other than Diana Ross. and she knew it. Michael was extremely angry at this pt in time. Not only did he release DD but also Cheater and Leave me alone were also released around this time.  He was venting and trying to get over his pain..But also wanting some revenge. He put DD out as a Fuck you to Diana Ross. It was in no way intended to be a love song..

When he talked about her loving the boys in the band, he was referring to how attracted Diana was to 'musicians'  Which is why she dated:

• Lionel Richie of Commodores 

   . Barry Gibb of Beegees

   . Gene Simmons of Kiss. 

Diana actually dated Gene a few yrs while Gene and Michael fought hard to win her from each other.  But after Diana had and Intimate encounter with Gene and called out MICHAEL'S NAME!! All hell broke out. Gene blamed MJ not Di and they became Lifelong enemies from that point on...

They were fighting Hard for Diana, This is also why MJ wrote, recorded and put out 

"The Girl is Mine "  (from thriller 1982) and sent the first copy to Gene Simmons!

Anyway, Michael was VERY angry at Diana when he released DD. He had spent yrs fighting over her. fighting for her. fighting WITH her to come out of the closet! only to lose her to Arne, and STILL NOT have her as his wife!  So MJ was basically boiling with rage and anger. DD was his way of saying

"I'm going to tell the whole world, what a Slut you are!"

The first draft was really bad. He made some very mean insinuations. and hints.When Quincy  heard it, he flipped out! He told Michael he could NOT do that to Diana, and that everyone would know it was about her. He begged MJ to chg the 2nd verse so it could be passed off as being about Groupies,  And to tell ppl that when asked, MJ reluctantly agreed..

Quincy inadvertently revealed this when he told a friend who worked for Rock/Soul Mag. He swore his to secrecy but the friend later published it... But MJ kept his word and told everyone DD was about groupies, but Diana Ross KNEW it was about Her and she didn't speak to him for over 2 weeks because she was angry over the song..... 

 

Anyway. Many people 'DON'T want to believe DD is for Diana Ross. Today, I'm going to show you that it absolutely IS...

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5. FACTS PROVE  DD = DIANA ROSS!

      

1.  Diana has a song called Chain Reaction.  At the beginning of her Video she is sitting in a limo looking cool and alluring. She gets out, slim and sexy and structs into the building...

Notice MJ replicated this scene. At the beginning of DD, the girl is sitting in the Limo, cool and alluring just like Di. Then she gets out and structs in looking slim and sexy! Its the EXACT SAME SCENE because he was talking about the SAME WOMAN!

See Diana ss here in her Video' 

  click here:    Diana Chain Reaction    

2.  When Diana stopped being mad and forgave Michael for writing DD about her, she finally laughed about him writing a thot song to her, and even recorded her OWN Version which she put on her 89 Greatest hits album. and then began to use the song as an introduction to her show, and she'd tell her audience..

"I know you all remember this one_My badboy wrote it for me!!"

 click here:   Diana sings Dirty Diana...

 3  Michael was sooooo in love with Di. He was like   a man possessed. He had a lg room in his home filled with photos, pics. paintings, date momentous etc. of Diana Ross.  He was so in love with her, he practically WORSHIPED her...

The Shrine  Room he has for Di  contained hundreds of candles burning to Diana Ross. Because  Some Obeah man had given him the stupid idea as a kid, that burning candles to your beloved, would keep her from ever leaving you. 

So he ALWAYS had candles burning to central pics of Diana. 

Pepsi officials talked about the Diana Ross, shrine room in 1986....

Pepsi officials talk...meeting at Michael's 1986

The rest of us began the tour with the room next the Michael's bedroom. The Diana Ross shrine. 

With convex ceilings, and white brick walls, it looked like a wine cellar, Except 

(( EVERY SQUARE INCH WAS COVERED IN PHOTOS /PICTURES OF DIANA ROSS !!)) 

FROM her earliest days with the Supremos and into the more  recent years...

ON THE SHELVES, TABLES AND FLOORS, THERE WERE HUNDREDS OF CANDLES THAT MICHAEL KEPT BURNING ALL DAY LONG!! -WE WERE SPEECHLESS!!

Pepsi officials, an evening with Michael Jackson.....

This SAME SCENE was replicated in the video, when Michael had the crowd hold up thousands of candles to his 'Diana" at the end. OBVIOUSLY the girl was WAAAYYYYY more than a groupie!!!

Exclusive pic; Diana Shrine rm. 

MJ tried to keep rm secret.!  He did NOT want public to know he was STILL DEEPLY IN LOVE with Diana Ross...

4. If you listen closely to the song, you will hear MJ yell Diana-Mama! Diana Mama! 

Diana Ross is the ONLY woman MJ has EVER called Mama! It was a sexual transfer of roles for them. The same way women often call their man, 

Daddy/ or Big Daddy!

MJ called Diana (Mama) in the following songs:

Tell me I'm not dreamin....

Leave me alone...

Working day and night...

Dirty Diana

I just can't stop loving you!

Diana then wrote a song for Michael called:

Come, Tell Mama!!  Because SHE KNEW Mama meant Her!!

5. Lastly, Put on headphones, and listen close.You will hear Michael scream out. DIANE! DIANE!

He is doing that to let DIANA KNOW he is DEFINITELY talking to her. You see, back in the day, Berry Gordy thought Diana was a much Classier/Sexier name than DIANE so he convinced Diane to chg it. 

That's why in 1976 Diane Ernestine Earl Ross became Diana E. Ross!! 

And THIS Song and MANY more are about Her...

 

                            *DIRTY DIANA* 

                     

     THE ORIGINS OF THE SONG AND THEIR STORY....

Part One...

People cannot understand why Michael would write this obviously unflattering song about the love of Michael's life. What they don't get, is that at the time of this song's release  Michael was expecting to MARRY DIANA! But she was too scared of public opinion.. So this is why he was so hurt and angry. DD was a REVENGE RANT. It was not a love or admiration song.. And it was NOT about Princess Di. 

MJ released DD in 1987, And MJ did not even meet Princess Di till July 18 1988! It was not about the Princess... 

  The Beginning....

In 1975.  Diana's then best friend. ( Producer Debra Chase) talked a/b being in the limo, going to the Mahogany premier with' Diana. She said Di told the driver to stop and pick up her date. Debra said she was wondered why her date didn't pick_ HER_up...But as they pulled into a private estate,, She KNEW why. She was shocked to see Diana's date. A young baby faced  kid with a huge smile as he gazed adoringly at Diana. He had not even noticed Debra. As he climbed in, Debra kept starring thinking it couldn't be! But it was. It was a baby faced, 17 year old Michael Jackson!! He got in and kissed Diana deeply in the mouth, before he spotted Debra and pulled back in surprise. Debra said she was floored because he was MICHAEL and he was only 17! But soon after this, they were all over Hollywood. hugging/ kissing/ holding hands.etc.  .Half the town of knew about them...Especially because MJ and Di often visited their 3 favorite hotels.

The Beverly hills Hotel:

The Serenade B/B   (MJ later bought this for Diana as a gift)

The Hard Rock hotel in Vegas( The hard

(The hard Rock later dedicated their fave suite to them because they were there so much!!)

Michael was on cloud 9 because he was dating the LOHL, At 19, she took his virginity. by 20, he was begging her to marry him. She finally agree in early 80s after they came back from a Liberian Vacation (They chose that venue because Diana has Liberian Roots, and still has family out there.. MJ loved to tease her about it...Also, It was in Liberia that Diana finally accepted his ring. MJ had been working on a new song. It was about Diana and he was going to call it Pyramid girl. (in keeping  with RTT theme)  But he was so happy and excited that Di took his ring, he renamed the song Liberian Girl   And added this Line: 

I'lll WAIT FOR THE DAY - WHEN YOU HAVE TO SAY (I DO! ) 

AND I'LL SMILE AND SAY IT TOO!! 

I LOVE YOU LIBERIAN GIRL!!! 

                                                    

He was soooo excited and elated at the prospect of having Diana, he couldn't wait to do it..

But when they got back to the states, He tried with all his might to pin her down on a wedding date, but Diana stalled and made excuses. Her fear was rearing it's head again... MJ was so frustrated and angry, he dedicated the song to Liz Taylor. He did this to piss Diana off because he knew she did not like Liz. Elizabeth found it hilarious because she also knew Diana did not like her...  They worked it out with Diana pouting because Mike dedicated the song to Liz. But he told her Everyone would know it wasn't about Liz so it didn't matter..

In  late 1984, They went  to tell his mother  that they were getting .married. Di was very nervous, and hoping for her blessing. But it didn't go well.  Katherine Jackson lost it! Her face was cold and resolute when she told Diana she was too old for her son, and she was Soiling him! It turned into a yelling match with Diana in tears and Michael furious! He stood, and told his mother, he was going to MARRY Diana with or without her blessing!

But his mom had other ideas. She immediately called some reporter friends and told them Diana was trying to marry her too young son. And she was too old for him. They agreed with her and told her they would take care of it. With that, they began to follow and harrass Diana everywhere she went. They called her cradle robber,, baby fucker, and slut. Di was distressed and upset. Michael kept telling her once they got married, everyone would accept it, and it would be ok. But she had cold feet, and told him she had to go on vaca alone to think. But while there, she met Arne, and ran off with him..

This is what Michael was talking about in several songs:

WHO IS IT..... 

She promised me forever and a day we'd live as one! 

 We made a vow of love forever true!! 

 Seems that she has left me for some reason                 unexplained I need to find the truth!

 But see what will I do??

 And she didn't leave a letter she just up and ran away! 

WII refers (Obviously) to losing Diana suddenly while engaged to her and awaiting marriage!  You can tell (Promised me forever and a day) refers to a Promise of MARRIAGE. He was talking about Diana promising repeatedly to marry him -then up and leaving without even leaving him a letter or anything! Worse even than losing her, MJ struggled for yrs to understand WHY? He kept asking what he had done wrong....

I'm so Blue ..... 

There you are as cold as ice, asking me to LOVE YOU - and AFTER BE YOUR FRIEND!!  

She told me she was giving me a lifetime of love forever, true. But she LEFT ME FOR ANOTHER  MAN, ..

 I CAN'T REVEAL- I'm holdin on!   

I  WANT YOU STILL TO LOVE ME _ 

I FEEL I AM  YOUR FOOL!!

ISB... refers to Diana doing the back and forth. Diana continued to sleep with Mike for Yrs thru her marriage and his( (faux marriage). But she would constantly tell other ppl, they were like family!!  Obviously wanting the public to think they had a (JUST GOOD FRIENDS) type relationship You see Mike speaks of her leaving him for another man and Him barely being able to hand on and feeling like a fool... Mike often spoke of being Diana's fool because he loved her soooo much it was hard for him to refuse her anything. So when she wanted to keep their relationship (IN THE CLOSET)  It was extremely difficult for him because it meant going against  EVERYTHING  he ever wanted in order to accommodate her...

BLUE GANGSTA.....  

YOU SAID YOU'D BE MY WIFE!!  

NOTHING BUT BIG LIES!!  

 People telling me -You got another guy!

Now I can never fall in love!  

Self explanatory, Mike was older/bolder/and colder. He was determined to tell the world that Diana had  been stringing  him along for yrs. while promising him someday, they would be OPENLY together and  she would MARRY him! Michael was angry and distraught at the lost years and failed dreams. Also he blamed Diana for not being able to fall OUT OF LOVE WITH HER and move on! 

To understand why, you have to know that DIANA was the one Pushing mike at other women!! She was the one who PICKED STEPHANIE MILLS and encouraged him to stay with Lisa ( for public Image only) when he desperately wanted out, and just wanted to get far away from Lisa..Not because Lisa  was such a bad person, but just because they were NOT compatible and he knew he it. I do believe Lisa loved him, but  HE DID NOT LOVE HER!!  And when Mike was asked several times if HE LOVED Lisa, not once did he EVER say Yes!! He kept saying he CARED & hoped they could be friends .MJ has always known his love was for Diana... 

Now to understand Why Diana, (who did indeed love him) would ever want him with other women.You have to realize that she was too scared to be with him  in the open, but she loved him, and refused to let another woman REALLY have him.. Diana is the one who made MJ take Emanuel Lewis on his dates with Brooke. She felt threatened by Brooke not only because Brooke was beautiful, but because she was  sweet, kind, classy and had a great personality. MJ was deeper that mere flesh. Diana knew He's find Brooke very appealing (far more so than Lisa. because Lisa had a very morose, needy, MOODY, sullen personality... Even Nic Cage described Lisa was the most Miserable person he'd ever known. Her pretty face was a plus, but her nasty vicious acrimonious personality is probably the reason she lacked longevity in most of her relationships..

 Anyway, Di knew Lisa was NO threat to her at all.  This is why Diana wanted MJ to -STAY WITH LISA  so Lisa could be her COVER GIRL>  while she secretly had Mike, and was with him whenever she wanted.  But she felt  Brooke WAS a possible threat, that's why she wasn't comfortable with Brooke dating HER Man, and that's why she demanded he take Manny to keep them from being alone together... This is also why she snatched him away from Stephanie Mills. Stephanie has a great personality and is very charming and soothing.. Mike began to like her TOO MUCH for Diana's taste, so she told MJ to cut it and dump steph now! He reluctantly did because Diana ALWAYS came first...

  So you  begin to see why MJ was putting out such large obvious clues. Because there was much he was being forced to hide by his spoiled, lovable, charming endless love- Diana

This is Part 1  to the beginning of their story,  We'll continue with part 2 in a few days..... thanks...