King Michael, and the love of his life....
The king of Pop. His life, his generosity, his compassion, and the one and only love of his life..Diana
Friday, April 19, 2024
Do you think Michael Mistreated Debbie?
Wednesday, April 3, 2024
Heart dont' change my mind... Sad, and true....
click above for HDCMM
Diana and Michael together, His face shining with LOVE. as always. He said she was his WORLD and his SOULMATE, and indeed, she was....
This Newspaper titled: The Secret Love of Michael Jackson, is PROOF, the media KNEW about who Michael REALLY loved and wanted, yet they often pretended they had NO idea!
The reason I wanted to highlight this video, is because it really showed How Diana actually felt about MJ...
As you watch the video, you will see Diana emulate MJ's dress, hair, glasses etc. She is low key letting us KNOW she is talking about Him. At points, she looks like she's about to cry because she did NOT want to let him go. She loved him! I wish people had just left them ALONE. They loved each other SOOOOOO much, but the constant bullying she received was too much for Diana, and she didn't feel safe bringing their love out in the open... Sadly when Diana broke Michael's heart, and left him, she broke her OWN as well...
In the mid 80s, Diana and MJ went to Ms Jackson to get her blessing. (this was rly important to Diana) Probably because she KNEW how the world would react to the news of she and MJ together. So she was hoping to find an Allie in Ms Jackson.
Michael told his mom they were going to Marry, and she had a fit. She did NOT like the news at all. She told Diana she was too old for her son, and was 'soiling him' There were lots of tears and yelling, with MJ storming out and vowing to Marry Diana no matter WHO didn't like it.
But Ms Jackson picked up her phone and called some reporter friends. she told them Diana was trying to marry her Too young son, and that she needed to leave him alone. Her friends agreed with her, and assured her they would take care of it...
They began to follow Di and try to make a spectacle of her. They were calling her slut, whore, baby fucker etc. They were humiliating her everywhere. They ignored Michael when he tried to come to her defense. Diana felt the weight of their disdain, and grew depressed. Michael felt her slipping away, and grew desperate. He begged her not to "Walk away' and to hold on. He truly believed that if they hurried and married, the world WOULD accept them, and it would be alright.
But we all know what happened. She went off alone to find some solace and found Arne's jack-o-lantern looking self, and seeing him as a way out of all the controversy and disdain, she ran off and married him. Breaking BOTH their hearts...
Heart don't change my mind was a true and honest portrayal of what she was going thru during that time. She was battling her heart against her logic. She loved Michael, but she had other obligations. Her children, her career, her good reputation. All of which could be negatively affected...
Notice she says in the song. "How can I walk away if you're still holding on Now?" MJ WAS holding on, he kept holding on. I'm convinced, this is why he and Lmp never had a chc because he was still holding on to Diana, and working behind the scenes to get her back. Some of the things he did, to get Diana back...
1. Doing I love you, shout outs to her all over
2. flying out to see her and refusing to even answer Lmp's calls
3. (From Lisa herself to Oprah on 2nd visit) " "He ignored me! and treated me like old furniture! I told him, I'm not gonna be ignored! Oprah... "do you think he used you?" Lisa, " All signs point to Yes!!
4. He put loving dedications on albums to Diana. He told People Mag she was his soulmate in 1983 and Again 20 Years later, He confirmed that she still was!
5. He not only bought Diana expensive jewelry, and dresses that cost more than the average home! But he was still with her every minute she allowed him to be. Her hubby was stashed in Europe, and MJ often spent the night at her home, and even moved in later on!!
6. Notice in Oprah interview of 1993, He got excited when Op asked about the woman who quenched his fire? And who did he immed bring up? - Diana of course...
7. He kept ranting about how wonderful Diana was all over. saying Supeme was his fave female group of all times. And Diana was his fave female singer, Diana was his best friend. Diana was the person he loved to share everything with etc... I could go on and on, but y'all get the point. He was CONSUMED with her...
Many people believe, or convince themselves that she never loved him, ( This is completely false. She absolutely loved him... Or they say She only used him to elevate her career
( A career which to this day is STILL standing room Only, and still top of the line) Or believe that she groomed him, and sexually controlled him. People say alot of things esp when it comes to POC.
As Michael put it: They don't like to see US in love with US!! He deeply believed that. He resented that when he would tell people how much he loved Diana, He ALWAYS seemed to be blown off, and dismissed. Even when he was saying it everywhere, and putting it on his albums, People STILL seemed to hear what they wanted to hear...
Diana, must have felt very beaten down. She knew she loved Michael, and she KNEW he was someone who had always and would always love her, but the world can be very cruel. His fans, the public, the media, and even his MOM made it clear, they did NOT want her for Michael. They were cruel, and vocal..
This is why Diana PRETENDED to be like family with MJ. You've prob. heard her say things to that effect. She was so ridiculed by the public, she forced MJ to (Keep it in the closet,) and pretend in public they were just good friends. This is why MJ constantly filled his songs with so many obvious hints. He assumed people would get it, and the secret would be open, and Diana would be forced OUT of the closet!!
In case you are wondering why all the rumors concerning Diana, its because what they are doing is trying One lie after another to keep Diana from being a threat.
These are some of the many Vicious lies told about Diana, by vicious, jealous , people who absolutely HATE that Michael was so deeply in love with her...
Rumors and Lies.....
1. She is Michael's mother
Katherine Jackson is his mother. That rumor was started by a jealous fool who HATED that MJ was in love with Diana, instead of Lisa!
2. She's a whore who slept around..
No she was NOT. She was /is a very sweet lady who massively changed the game for many WOC. She was a Pioneer just like MJ who did amazing things, and will go down in history long after the haters are forgotten .. If anyone slept around it was Lisa, who went on HS to brag about having 2 dozen lovers by her 18th birthday!!
3. She's a perv who groomed him..
She did NOT groom him. He stayed with her only a few months. HE was a precocious child acting grown and trying to peek at HER in the shower (even after getting his butt beat) That's why Diana had to tell his mom he was being inappropriate, and she removed him after only a few months! Di did NOT groom him. He was already in a deep crush with her, that grew stronger and turned to love as he got older....
4. She slept with his father
This LIE makes me the Maddest! She did NOT sleep with his father!!! She and Joe Detested each other, and she AVOIDED Joe as he was a bully used to getting his way. He ofter referred to Diana as the Supreme Slut just to get a rise out of Michael. Joe was a jerk and Diana could not stand him, and she NEVER had ANY type of sexual relations with him!!
5. She used him to further her career
More lies. Even today, Diana's concerts are sold out, and standing rm only, and she has a fabulous career! She has awards and Top billboard plaque for female artist. She had made millions of HER OWN money (Unlike LMP, who spent her entire life living off her father's money and prestige) ...
6. She was just playing games with him, and never loved him...
Of course she did. That's why she was so broken hearted after she married Arne. Bc she wanted MJ. She loved him BACK....
____________________________________
Simple truth is: Diana absolutely loved him. She was tormented by the media, and publicly pressured to let him go. This is the reason they lied on her so badly. They hated the love between them and many wanted it to be between MJ and Lisa. But Diana was the ONE MJ said all over he wanted. As much as Lmp stans try to claim he loved lisa, But MICHAEL has always said he LIKED Lisa, and hoped they could be friends. I rly don't think he was being completely truthful even there though. Because he dodged Lisa alot, and his "Help" maintained that he would be in a bad mood every time Lisa visited, so much so, they called it a "bad day' when she came by. He turned Lisa down when she tried to make deals. He turned her down when she offered 9 babies, He ran from her, and complained the media pretended NOT to notice she stalked him. He forced the divorce on Lisa, knowing the marriage was FAKE! because he wanted to be with Diana, and he knew No one else would do it for him...
This is why MJ said in HCW, Just leave us alone!! Please Leave us Alone!!
Truth is: You CANNOT call yourself a fan and discard what someone says because it does not suit YOUR agenda!! He had the right to love whoever HE chose to love and True Fans should have accepted that...
Sunday, March 24, 2024
The backstory behind Leave Me Alone!!
Above, Di and Hubby Arne, at wedding...
left. Mike Jealous Di is married, Hold'g back tears n barely touches her that eve. for the 1st time...
Below. Di beautiful in Red dress (MJ's fave color) She'd often wear red to let MJ know she was going π‘with him that night...
There is a back story to LMA. One few ppl know about. LMA was penned in 1988 and released Jan. 1989.
If you read Moonwalk, MJ admits that LMA was about the media, but MORESO about a woman. It was a double entendre.
Michael actually wrote Cheater, LMA and Dirty Diana following Diana leaving him around 1986 when Diana married another man (Arne Naess) Many ppl don't understand why MJ did not go stop the wedding. I will explain the reason..
Because in 1985, Diana actually SECRETLY wed Arne in Oct of 1985. in a private ceremony. By the time they had the official public wedding in feb. 1986, it was too late, for MJ to stop it. This is why he did not bother to stop the official wedding or bother to go....
This is why all 3 songs were released as DD, Cheater and then LMA. And why he chose that order.
LMA was about THE AFTERMATH of Diana leaving.
Here are the lyrics to the song.... MJ is talking To and About Diana coming back to Beg him to understand Why she did what she did. He does NOT want to hear her, and tells her to go away..
I don't care anyway
Don't you know
(And there's the choice that we make)
(And this choice you will take)
Who's laughin', baby?
(Leave me alone, leave me alone)
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
(Leave me alone, leave me alone, leave me alone)
Leave me alone
Stop it
Just stop doggin' me around
But who is sorry now?
You really hurt, you used to take and deceive me
Now who is sorry now?
You got a way of making me feel so sorry
I found out right away
Don't you come walkin' beggin' I ain't lovin' you
Don't you get in my way
You and your friends were laughing at me in town... Seems you get your kicks from hurting me.....
Just stop doggin' me around
Don't come beggin'
Don't come lovin' me
Don't come beggin'
I love you
This part refers to the argument they had when Di got back from her HM. MJ telling her to go away because he was in so much pain and tired of it, He accuses her of dogging him around, and says . " Don't come Lovin me! Don't come beggin me1 and Diana is saying:
"But I love you!"
- MJ says: "I don't want it!" This is actually the argument they had upon her return..
After Diana Left him, and went off with Arne, Michael's family had taken him to the family compound to keep an eye on him. He was so distraught, they were worried. He couldn't stop crying, and he could hardly keep any food down. They tried everything to bring him out of his depressive state. They finally had to summon Minister Farrakhan to counsel him. ..
Shorty afterwards, Diana came back from her honey moon. She went right to the family compound, where MJ was. She asked for MJ, and Joe answered the door, and told her to go to hell, He slammed the door in her face, and Diana stood there crying. Somehow MJ sensed she was there. He yanked open the door, and stared at her, his eyes blinking in disbelief. Then each other, and held on for dear life as they dissolved in tears. Then they left and went back to MJ's place and shut themselves in his rm, and stayed over a week.....
Sadly, MJ was drawn right back to her, and back in love again.... This is why his parents did not want him to See Diana....
So in a nut shell, LMA was him trying to shake her so he could move on. He no longer WANTED to be in love with her. But Sadly he could not break the Spell she had over him....
Anyway, His mom said his love for her was so deep, it was no longer healthy and it worried her, What do you guys think?....
Tuesday, March 19, 2024
Michael and Di, the illicit love that drives haters crazy!!!
So Lets do a few events from 90s, I won't go overboard, but just a few, to prove the point....
If anything, MJ'sπ for Diana, ramped UP after 1987!! See below:
______________________
And this is the last expl. because I think I've proved the point...
1996. VMA, show, bckstg Reporters are asking MJ about how he feels seeing Diana, He tells them: "It's Wonderful! She's my whole world! I love her endlessly!!
This is the same show, where Diana sat in his lap and left him mesmerized and floating on a cloud of love and happiness...
1997. Rock and Roll HOF, where MJ is in the back holding diana's hand, and when he comes to the podium, he gestures for her to come and announces that she's his favorite person in the world, and that he's Crazy about her...
I could go on, but you all get the point. This woman KNEW she was lying, and KNEW MJ never stopped loving or wanting Diana. That's her own jealousy and insecurity talking...
She also claimed Oprah looked all over MJ's home during the interv, and saw no pictures of Diana! More lies. Oprah was ONLY able to take her fat ass where MJ ALLOWED her to go!! She NEVER had free reign of His home, or permission to go look for Anything!
But his brother Jermaine has spoken of the many Pics of Diana, and even talked about him taking pics of Diana WITH HIM everywhere he went, and of course y'all know he had 100s of pictures of her in his shrine, as well as a media rm with Pics of all his favorite ppl.
By the way, Here is Jermaine showing 1 of the 3 media RMS. See sev'l pics of DIANA on Walls!!
REPORTERS said there were so many of Diana, it looked like she LIVED THERE!.
Few of MJ's fave Pics of 'His baby' Many are so Erotic, they're NOT postable!Diana ( @ her concert ) showing off some of Michael's favorite pictures of her.. Clearly, he def. prefered soft, vulnerable, sexy, half- naked pictures of his baby...
MJ also painted many pics of Diana clothed and NUDE. I put a few tamer ones here. But believe me, Some are Wayyy too much to post! ...Lets just say MJ was VERY familiar with Diana's body, Both IN and OUT...lol!
He spent MANY nights wrapped around her, stroking her long, and deeply, till (The Break of Dawn) when he had to go bc Did not want her kids to catch him in her bed...
But can you HEAR the racism, and jealousy emanating from this woman??
She also claimed he felt the same way about Di as he did about Liz. Now he def loved Liz but there was NO sexual component to it. He loved Liz as a good friend. That's why he let Liz have her wedding at NVLD, and was her BEST MAN!!
He HAPPILY walked Liz down the Isle, and gave her ass away to Larry Fortensky!! Yet when Diana ran off with Arne, after promising to Marry MJ, He nearly had a break down, and spent Years in therapy!! Liz was a great FRIEND, Diana was the LOHL!!
She also claimed MJ did not like Older women. Except he had porn from women as young as 18 to almost 60!! He had plenty of Mags called ( Sexy 50+) which is a Porn mag of women over 50. He also gave an interview to Ebony in 1980s about Diana being older:
See Below:
MJ to Ebony Mag 1984
Eb... Any black ladies in your life?
MJ... Sure, but u wouldn't take me seriously
Eb... Try me
MJ... Ok.. It's Diana Ross! I love her!!
Eb... You mean like a big sister right?
MJ... NO! ... I told you, you wouldn't take me seriously!
Eb.. You mean... Like you love Diana Ross? Like You want to MARRY her???
MJ... YES. That's what I mean.
Eb.... But... she's so much older than you!
MJ... So what! what does age have to do with it? How old would you be, if you didn't know how old you were??
You can see, once again, Lemonhead is a damn Liar!
______________________
Lemonhead also asked WHEN did Di have time to date MJ? Stupid question, while she was putting a PUBLIC image in ppl's mind, she was sneaking off on the DL with MJ all over the place! Many times, they were at the private Island MJ bought her in the Bahamas, or at her Villa in France, or at the B/B they loved to frequent. This bitch just needs to get over her jealousy.
Diana was smug because she figured People were too stupid to figure it out. And maybe she was right, if this Idiot believes her own lies.... She's probably a Lisa Stan, they REALLY HATE the truth...What do you all think? Can you hear the jealousy? and am I being over sensitive, and imagining the racism? or do you hear it too? Let me know....